Alternative, Top 40, 80's hair bands, disco (yes the dirty word) any thing that makes me move and shake and just be silly

Working on gaining an attention span that progresses past paragargah two in a book.

Attention span of a knat when it comes to movies but a few of my favs are : Gone in 60 seconds, The Italian Job, Boondock Saints, Oceans 11 and 12, The Green Mile, Forest Gump, Coyote Ulgy, Flash Dance, Footloose, Fame (ok I know I am going way back here), Grease, Saturnight Fever, btw I totally dislike Quinten Terentino movies, maybe sober they might seem different

HELP------------drugs were my hobbie, I have no clue what in the heck or who in the heck I am or what I really like to do but get high

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26 years of addiction from illicit drugs to PX drugs to alcohol to anything over the counter I could possibly abuse (sleep meds, cough syrup, ephedrine, benadryl) You name it, it went into my mouth. 16 surgeries and mulitiple health problems that gave me access to whatever I requested. Even abusing in the hospital asking for deloted, phenogrin and darvocet even when I had no pain and eating a bottle of xanaxx in 4 days that they did not know I had with me. Hypocritial to all ends. Put my second husband in alcohol rehab twice and condemed him left and right while I was using and sneaking even more. Moved my current fiance in with me who is a police officer in hopes to be a deterent to my use to only find out I am pretty darn smart and he had no clue.........right now I feel like scum but right now I am working over that............Nita

SUNNY DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Rain :( Light depervation depression sets in and I am long term BP as it is and it just makes for a major h*ll

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