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Lost in the circle of addiction

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27 years old
mesa, Arizona
United States
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MY DETAILS
ADDICTION: Alcohol
SEEKING: Sponsor for Myself
RELIGION: Other
ORIENTATION: Gay
PERSONALITY TYPE: Helper
WORKING STEP: Step 1
SOBRIETY YEAR: 2008
SOBRIETY MONTH: None
SOBRIETY DAY: None
MEMBER SINCE: 07/25/2008
STAR SIGN: Libra
LAST LOGIN: 08/25/2008 19:53:38
MY RATING: 0.00
IM AOL: natureslove27
IM MSN: poetic_dyke23@hotmail.com
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Music
Heavy Metal,Industrial,Punk,Clasic and modern rock!

Movies
Too many to list

Hobbies
MOSHING!Local Concerts,poetry,video games,photography.

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08/01/2008 16:33:26

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just like meetings, I'm an alcoholic, Midwest Miracles

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About Yourself
Im 27 years old. Im an alcoholic!I had a year of soberiety back in 2006 and have relasped this past year of 2008 i am strugeling hard right now with grasping and accepting the life of sobriety!I dont understand it!I have lost several things in my life including my self worth and my 2 children do to my addictions but yet i still chose to drink. Doesnt make any sence to me!

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NATURE,WOMEN!Art!

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Spicy food,Litering,Our global warming situation,and people who push or lecture religion on me!

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From: Dustyboots
08/20/2008 16:32:34


natures_love wrote:



Congrats on the 2 weeks ... baby steps ... we can't do it all in 1 day or so ... took some of us a very long time to get here ... some never make it! Hope and pray that you stay around!







Dustyboots wrote:







Just dropped in to say HEY ... see how you're doin' and wishing you well!










thank you im doing good! been sober 2 weeks now after my F**k ups and im understanding step one better now



From: lostsoul73
08/16/2008 21:26:19


Right now..


Somebody is caring about you.


Somebody hopes you aren't in trouble


Somebody is praying for you.


Somebody wants you to be happy


Somebody loves you.


Somebody IS him/her


Somebody hopes you're not too cold, and not too hot


Somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on.


Somebody wants you to believe in yourself and know he/she believes in you


Somebody wants you to know that you are a part of him/her...no matter how far or close you may be...


Somebody is helping you without your knowledge


Somebody misses you more than you know

From: Dustyboots
08/12/2008 19:39:46

Just dropped in to say HEY ... see how you're doin' and wishing you well!

From: serenity_angel
08/12/2008 11:57:55



From: lostsoul73
08/10/2008 03:19:23



From: serenity_angel
08/08/2008 05:00:30



From: serenity_angel
08/07/2008 10:25:06



From: serenity_angel
08/05/2008 03:38:51



From: serenity_angel
08/05/2008 02:13:13


natures_love wrote:



A little bit yes but i went four days sober and sliped up last nite...so im still strugeling but like everyone said it will come to me when i finaly hit bottom


Oh my goodness I hve had more slip ups than anyone!  BUT, what has happened is I have learnt from them, learnt more about myself, more about my triggers, more about lots of things, and its really helped!

I am not sure about the rock bottom thing, I was at rock bottom, but still I kept slipping, albeit not seriously.  I think its such a hard thing to battle that we make mistakes, we keep trying it out to see if we can cling on to our old friend alcohol, but in time we learn we cant.

Please read my own blogs on relapses, it might help you to understand that you are not alone in this, and others make mistakes!

Are you managing to get to any meetings?  Or read any AA stuff?

From: DennisS
08/04/2008 06:35:39

I'm honored to call you a friend...
Dennis


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