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The body holds what the mind disowns
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Female
47 years old
Jacksonville, Florida
Profile Views: 60
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Multiple Addictions |
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Sponsor for Myself |
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Thinker |
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11/29/2007 22:35:22 |
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Bluegrass - Bill Monroe, Carter Family,fiddle playing, etc.
Country - Trace Akins, Montgomery Gentry, Big an Rich, Faith Hill, etc
some Classical- Brian Boru's March, Bouree in E Minor
Southern Rock - Lynyrd Skynyrd, ZZ Top, Aerosmith, Thin Lizzy, Led Zepplin,etc
European metal - Nightwish, Stratovarius, Dimmu Borgir, Black Label Society, Tool, etc
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I love war movies and drama.
One of my favorites is Braveheart.
I also like The Patriot, 300, Elizabeth, Gladiator,
Cold Mountain,
Signs,
We Were Soldiers,
Passion of the Christ,
Big Red One with Lee Marvin
and a host of other movies.
One of my favorite things said in a movie came from Maximus in Gladiator:
"My name is Maximus Decimus Meridius, Commander of the Armies of the North, General of the Felix Legions, loyal servant to the true emperor, Marcus Aurelius. Father to a murdered son, husband to a murdered wife. And I will have my vengeance, in this life or the next."
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Building dollhouses and miniature furniture
Feeding homeless cats
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I have been a drug addict for over 25 years now.
13 of those years have been
spent by daily narcotic use,
repeated pill counting,
constant thoughts of when my next dose
was going to be,
how many pills
I could take and be able to
make up for it in the next days dose,
repeated looks at a calendar,
doctor shopping,
lying to myself,
and becoming a recluse
who will now sometimes
go days or weeks before
contacting a loved one.
The last four years
I have been going to a Methadone clinic.
I am finally preparing myself
for the last dose of this stuff
to be before February of 2008.
I am scared...
I have not had a clear unpolluted brain
since I was 15 years old.
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I like the sound of the rain,
thunderstorms,
the smell of the mountains in the morning,
genealogy,
old forgotten homeplaces,
the smell of Confederate Jasmine,
waterfalls,
being alone,
strawberry chessecake,
celtic designs,
Victorian tombstones,
things that make you gasp inside,
distant sounds of silence,
echos,
the way fresh mowed grass smells,
the feeling I get when my husband
holds me close,
the way homeless cats look at me
when I feed them,
and the way babies smell.
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I dislike loud, nasty people,
standing to long in a line,
put downs,
the way my family
has forsaken
me,
things that scare me,
emotional traumas,
death of a loved one,
abortion,
becoming to dramatic,
taking things for granted,
liberal thinking,
shallowness,
people who talk to much,
hearing someone say there is no God,
Southern bashing,
people who cheat,
flambouncy,
and spiders.
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