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Faith is realizing that I am useful to God not in spite of my scars but because of them.

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35 years old
United States
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JOB: Homemaking
ADDICTION: Dual Diagnosis
SEEKING: Support
RELIGION: Christian
ORIENTATION: Straight
PERSONALITY TYPE: Helper
WORKING STEP: None
SOBRIETY YEAR: 2008
SOBRIETY MONTH: 06
SOBRIETY DAY: 05
MEMBER SINCE: 06/09/2008
STAR SIGN: Virgo
LAST LOGIN: 09/07/2008 20:00:38
MY RATING: 9.99
IM MSN: angel7382dolphin@hotmail.com (Shann

I LOVE ALTERNATIVE ROCK AND CHRISTIAN MUSIC. MY FAVORITE GROUPS ARE: NICKELBACK, CREED, CASTING CROWNS, AND CAEDMON'S CALL.



SOME OF MY FAVORITE MOVIES: NATIONAL LAMPOON'S CHRISTMAS VACATION, A CHRISTMAS STORY, DOWN PERISCOPE, SERIAL MOM, PARENTHOOD, THE LONG LONG TRAILER, THE TROUBLE WITH ANGELS, AND THE ORIGINAL YOURS, MINE, AND OURS

SOME OF MY FAVORITE BOOKS: ANGELS AND DEMONS by Dan Brown, HARRY POTTER SERIES, CRADLE AND ALL by James Patterson, BEAUTY FOR ASHES by Joyce Meyers, THE BIG BOOK, SERENITY, 24 HOURS A DAY, A AND THE LANGUAGE OF LETTING GO.

SCRAPBOOKING, WRITING, SINGING. I LIKE BEING CREATIVE, DECORATING, PLANNING PARTIES. I AM THE CRAFT TEACHER FOR OUR CHURCHES VBS EVERY YEAR.


09/07/2008 17:09:09
09/07/2008 15:15:09
09/07/2008 14:04:07
09/06/2008 20:18:06
09/06/2008 20:17:20


Injury Free, Spirituality,What it means...., Restoration of Self, Laugh With Me, just like meetings






Well my name is Shannon. I am 35 years old, an alcoholic, and bipolar. I am a stay-at-home Mom with 4 beautiful children. I always found that looking at my personality was intriguing so here is what I came up with to describe me, and most is very accurate. I had so much fun with this I just had to share.

YOU ARE NUMBER 2: THE HELPER

You always put on a happy face and try to help those around you.
You're incredibly empathetic and care about everyone you know.

Able to see the good in others, you're thoughtful, warm, and sincere.
You connect with people who are charming and charismatic.

At Your Best: You are deeply giving, altruistic, and humble. You devote your life to others while caring for yourself too.

At Your Worst: You are manipulative and enjoy making other people guilty.

Your Fixation: Rejection

Your Primary Fear: Being unworthy of love

Your Primary Desire: To be loved unconditionally

Other Number 2's: Mother Teresa, John Travolta, Princess Diana, Dr. Phil, and Mr. Rogers.

YOUR AURA IS BLUE

Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life.
You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships.

The purpose of your life: showing love to other people

Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah

Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor

WHAT YOUR SOUL LOOKS LIKE

You are quite expressive and thoughtful. You see the world in a way that others are blind to.

You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it.

You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself.

Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it.

For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

*MUSIC




*MY REFLECTION IN THE MIRROR.


The Mirror

I always wonder what you're thinking, when you look at me.
Maybe i would be happier, if I saw what you see.
For in that mirror everytime, theres only imperfection.
I don't concentrate on good things, only things that need correction.
I realize that appearances aren't everything, and though I've tried to change,
I always think the same old thing, I think you think I'm strange.
Someday I hope this all will go, And as the time does pass,
Maybe I'll learn to appreciate, the girl thats in the glass.
Photobucket

Teardrops

Lonely teardrops falling to the floor like rain.
Crying is how i spend my days.
I am slowly going insane.
Falling faster and faster,
slowly drowning in my ocean of tears.
My heart is broken and I am haunted by my fears.
Turning to my friends to help me pull through.
Living my life takes all the strength I have.
I know you can't see my tears or hear my lonely cries,
but sometimes if you listen you will hear me whisper, "Why?"
Maybe someday someone will set me free,
so that I can start living not for everyone else but me.
When that time comes I will no longer hide,
and my heart will have healed from all the tears that I've cried




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09/07/2008 13:40:37

What a completely cute puppy. Thank you!


lostsoul73 wrote:



09/07/2008 12:51:35

[quote="lostsoul73"]



Thank you for the Image!
--Angie Fallowfield



09/07/2008 11:39:31



09/07/2008 11:38:18

Ahhh  Shannn... The Background is Black!  Is your Heart hurting so much...  Can you ask the Precious Lord. to Cover you with His Cloak of Many Colours.

I cannot take the pain away.  I am [praying for you..

You are my Child...
 Sad 
jodyB

with a sad heart









09/07/2008 07:10:24



09/05/2008 00:07:02

Thanks for the support. I cant believe its been two months for me already! Time flies!
Much Love,
Michelle



09/04/2008 16:45:10

You ARE a fighter my dear...keep your chin up!  I'm here for you & so are alot of other people.  Tomorrow's another day.  Life is a highway!!!! Keep rollin my friend.
xoxoxoxox



09/04/2008 10:16:12

Hello lovie...thanks for the coffee, it was just what I needed
How are you today?
ps.. love your music list



09/04/2008 07:36:22


lostsoul73 wrote:




Thanks Shannie,

I do enjoy a nice cup of coffee. Thanks for thinking of me, I was thinking of you too. Have a blessed day.

Much love
Angela 



09/03/2008 16:37:31

Oh and by the way...Congrats on two months!!! I get my two months tomoro! its an exciting thing! I am sooo proud of you!




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