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KEEP IT SIMPLE.....

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48 years old
downey, calif., California
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WORKING STEP:
No Answer
SOBRIETY DAY:
22
SOBRIETY MONTH:
08
SOBRIETY YEAR:
2002
PERSONALITY TYPE:
Romantic
ORIENTATION:
Straight
JOB:
Business
RELIGION:
Christian
ADDICTION:
Multiple Addictions
MEMBER SINCE: 09/25/2007
LAST LOGIN: 03/19/2008 10:32:10
MY RATING: 0.00



09/30/2007 04:42:31






kEEPING IT SIMPLE, I STARTED USING AT THE AGE OF 12....WEED WAS MY GATEWAY DRUG (OF COURSE) NOT LONG AFTER THAT I DISCOVERD ALL TYPES OF UPPERS, AND LSD (MY FAVORITE) AND ALCOHOL. PLAYED WITH ANGEL DUST,PCP AND SOME DOWNERS JUST TO COME DOWN AND SLEEP FOR A MINUTE AND START ALL OVER AGAIN THE NEXT DAY. ALWAYS HAD "THAT" MAN THAT WAS THE DOPE MAN TO SUPPORT MY HABIT....DID LOTS OF COKE AND FREE BASING FOR MANY YEARS.I DISCOVERD METH OR CRYSTAL WHATEVER YOU WANT TO CALL IT AND I FOUND MY TRUE LOVE!! OF COURSE BY THEN I HAD MET THE ONE WHO MADE IT AND HE WAS MY EVERYTHING UNTIL HE GOT BUSTED AND WENT TO PRISON. ONCE HE WAS GONE I FOUND ME A NEW ONE THAT ALSO MADE IT AND I FELL IN LOVE WITH AND WE WENT ON A GOOD ONE TOGETHER. LONG STORY SHORT, I DID SOME THINGS I NEVER EVER THOUGHT I WOULD DO, BUT I DID BUT I STILL HAVE THOSE YETS ALSO!! MY BOTTOM WAS LOOSING MY DAUGHTER, GOING TO JAIL A FEW TIMES, AND LIVING IN MY CAR BEFORE GOING INTO REHAB IN 2002. I STAYED THERE FOR 92 DAYS AND THEN MOVED INTO A SOBER LIVING FOR 7 MOS. GOT MY DAUGHTER BACK, FOUND A PLACE OF OUR OWN AND HAVE BEEN LIVING HERE FOR THE LAST 4 YRS. I JUST CELEBRATED MY 5 YRS. CLEAN/SOBER. I'VE HAD TO BURY MY FIANCE' WHO OVERDOSED FROM THIS ADDICTION ON NOV. 21,06. I JUST LOST MY BROTHER IN JUNE OF 07 AND SURVIVED CANCER....I ONLY SHARE THIS WITH YOU TO HOPEFULLY LET ANYONE READING THIS KNOW THAT NO MATTER WHAT, YOU DON'T EVER HAVE TO GET LOADED AGAIN. IT HASN'T BEEN ALL THAT EASY, BUT I DO HAVE A GOD IN MY LIFE TODAY THAT CONTINUES TO CARRY ME AND SHOW ME THE WAY. I HAVE BEAUTIFUL FRIENDS THAT ARE HERE FOR ME AND HELP ME. I STAY CONNECTED TO THE FELLOWSHIP AND HAVE COMMITMENTS AND I SPONSOR, THESE ARE A FEW THINGS THAT KEEP ME GROUNDED....I HAVE A SPONSOR THAT KNOW'S ALL MY DIRTY LITTLE SECRETS AND LOVES ME ANYWAYS!! I STAY VERY ACTIVE, I GO TO DANCES, CONVENTIONS,FUNCTIONS AND I TRY TO GIVE BACK ON A DAILY BASIS..I LOVE MY LIFE TODAY. I KNOW GOD HAS ME RIGHT WHERE I NEED TO BE.


HANGING OUT WITH MY FRIENDS, GOING TO LOTS OF MEETNGS, MEETING NEW PEOPLE, BEING OUTDOORS, PLAYING SOFTBALL, THE BEACH, LAKES, GOING TO THE MOVIES, NEW EXPERIENCES I'VE NEVER DONE BEFORE

LIARS,.....D-R-A-M-A (HATE IT)




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From: lolo69me
03/25/2008 15:51:32

Hi sis just checking in with you, I am having a small chapel wedding and we will celebrate our wedding at the E.L.A dance on Oct 25, 2008 with everyone. I will be in my dress. Love ya. Of course I want you at the wedding and bridal shower.



From: biscuitous
03/21/2008 18:03:40

Hi, I just stopped by and read your profile.  That's quite a testimony.  It sounds like you're doing great.  Keep it up and keep giving back. 



From: johntate
01/27/2008 13:01:30
thanks for adding me to your friends list.your support is important,i read your story,you have had a hard time too,you have made it this far.thats amazing,you keep up the good work,hopefully we will speak again soon xx john


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01/26/2008 12:12:08
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From: ski4evr
01/01/2008 04:11:13
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From: NAWolf
12/29/2007 20:38:32


From: ski4evr
12/22/2007 04:33:09
A Politically Correct Christmas Poem

Twas the night before Christmas and Santa's a wreck...
How to live in a world that's politically correct?
His workers no longer would answer to "Elves",
"Vertically Challenged" they were calling themselves.
And labor conditions at the North Pole,
were alleged by the union, to stifle the soul.

Four reindeer had vanished without much propriety,
released to the wilds, by the Humane Society.
And equal employment had made it quite clear,
that Santa had better not use just reindeer.
So Dancer and Donner, Comet and Cupid,
were replaced with 4 pigs, and you know that looked stupid!

The runners had been removed from his beautiful sleigh,
because the ruts were deemed dangerous by the EPA,
And millions of people were calling the Cops,
when they heard sled noises upon their roof tops.
Second-hand smoke from his pipe, had his workers quite frightened,
and his fur trimmed red suit was called "unenlightened".

To show you the strangeness of today's ebbs and flows,
Rudolf was suing over unauthorized use of his nose.
He went to Geraldo, in front of the Nation,
demanding millions in over-due workers compensation.

So...half of the reindeer were gone, and his wife
who suddenly said she'd had enough of this life,
joined a self help group, packed and left in a whiz,
demanding from now on that her title was Ms.

And as for gifts...why, he'd never had the notion
that making a choice could cause such commotion.
Nothing of leather, nothing of fur...
Which meant nothing for him or nothing for her.
Nothing to aim, Nothing to shoot,
Nothing that clamored or made lots of noise.
Nothing for just girls and nothing for just boys.
Nothing that claimed to be gender specific,
Nothing that's warlike or non-pacifistic.

No candy or sweets...they were bad for the tooth.
Nothing that seemed to embellish upon the truth.
And fairy tales...while not yet forbidden,
were like Ken and Barbie, better off hidden,
for they raised the hackles of those psychological,
who claimed the only good gift was one ecological.

No baseball, no football...someone might get hurt,
besides - playing sports exposed kids to dirt.
Dolls were said to be sexist and should be passe.
and Nintendo would rot your entire brain away.

So Santa just stood there, disheveled and perplexed,
he just couldn't figure out what to do next?
He tried to be merry he tried to be gay,
but you must have to admit he was having a very bad day.
His sack was quite empty, it was flat on the ground,
nothing fully acceptable was anywhere to be found.

Something special was needed, a gift that he might,
give to us all, without angering the left or the right.
A gift that would satisfy - with no indecision,
each group of people in every religion.
Every race, every hue,
everyone, everywhere...even you!
So here is that gift, it's price beyond worth...


"MAY YOU AND YOUR LOVED ONES, ENJOY PEACE ON EARTH"


From: aNiMaL
12/15/2007 13:56:17
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11/18/2007 09:47:57



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