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KEEP IT SIMPLE.....

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Female 48 years old downey, calif., California Profile Views: 138
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PERSONALITY TYPE:
Romantic
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ADDICTION:
Multiple Addictions
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kEEPING IT SIMPLE, I STARTED USING AT THE AGE OF 12....WEED WAS MY GATEWAY DRUG (OF COURSE) NOT LONG AFTER THAT I DISCOVERD ALL TYPES OF UPPERS, AND LSD (MY FAVORITE) AND ALCOHOL. PLAYED WITH ANGEL DUST,PCP AND SOME DOWNERS JUST TO COME DOWN AND SLEEP FOR A MINUTE AND START ALL OVER AGAIN THE NEXT DAY. ALWAYS HAD "THAT" MAN THAT WAS THE DOPE MAN TO SUPPORT MY HABIT....DID LOTS OF COKE AND FREE BASING FOR MANY YEARS.I DISCOVERD METH OR CRYSTAL WHATEVER YOU WANT TO CALL IT AND I FOUND MY TRUE LOVE!! OF COURSE BY THEN I HAD MET THE ONE WHO MADE IT AND HE WAS MY EVERYTHING UNTIL HE GOT BUSTED AND WENT TO PRISON. ONCE HE WAS GONE I FOUND ME A NEW ONE THAT ALSO MADE IT AND I FELL IN LOVE WITH AND WE WENT ON A GOOD ONE TOGETHER. LONG STORY SHORT, I DID SOME THINGS I NEVER EVER THOUGHT I WOULD DO, BUT I DID BUT I STILL HAVE THOSE YETS ALSO!! MY BOTTOM WAS LOOSING MY DAUGHTER, GOING TO JAIL A FEW TIMES, AND LIVING IN MY CAR BEFORE GOING INTO REHAB IN 2002. I STAYED THERE FOR 92 DAYS AND THEN MOVED INTO A SOBER LIVING FOR 7 MOS. GOT MY DAUGHTER BACK, FOUND A PLACE OF OUR OWN AND HAVE BEEN LIVING HERE FOR THE LAST 4 YRS. I JUST CELEBRATED MY 5 YRS. CLEAN/SOBER. I'VE HAD TO BURY MY FIANCE' WHO OVERDOSED FROM THIS ADDICTION ON NOV. 21,06. I JUST LOST MY BROTHER IN JUNE OF 07 AND SURVIVED CANCER....I ONLY SHARE THIS WITH YOU TO HOPEFULLY LET ANYONE READING THIS KNOW THAT NO MATTER WHAT, YOU DON'T EVER HAVE TO GET LOADED AGAIN. IT HASN'T BEEN ALL THAT EASY, BUT I DO HAVE A GOD IN MY LIFE TODAY THAT CONTINUES TO CARRY ME AND SHOW ME THE WAY. I HAVE BEAUTIFUL FRIENDS THAT ARE HERE FOR ME AND HELP ME. I STAY CONNECTED TO THE FELLOWSHIP AND HAVE COMMITMENTS AND I SPONSOR, THESE ARE A FEW THINGS THAT KEEP ME GROUNDED....I HAVE A SPONSOR THAT KNOW'S ALL MY DIRTY LITTLE SECRETS AND LOVES ME ANYWAYS!! I STAY VERY ACTIVE, I GO TO DANCES, CONVENTIONS,FUNCTIONS AND I TRY TO GIVE BACK ON A DAILY BASIS..I LOVE MY LIFE TODAY. I KNOW GOD HAS ME RIGHT WHERE I NEED TO BE. 
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HANGING OUT WITH MY FRIENDS, GOING TO LOTS OF MEETNGS, MEETING NEW PEOPLE, BEING OUTDOORS, PLAYING SOFTBALL, THE BEACH, LAKES, GOING TO THE MOVIES, NEW EXPERIENCES I'VE NEVER DONE BEFORE

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LIARS,.....D-R-A-M-A (HATE IT)
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