i'm a singer/key board player who reads music. I listen to jazz and gospel/everything else
the Bible, Approval Addiction(joyce myers), codependent no more, Love Must Be Tough, Harriet Lerner, PhD; Dusty Miller, PhD and various historical romances
ladyhawk, somewhere in time, sleepless in seattle, breakfast at tiffanys,cat on a hot tin roof, some like it hot, matrix,all the star wars movies, 52 first dates, failure to launch, diary of a mad black woman, postcards from the edge,
collecting seashells on the beach,sleeping, shopping, playing, my sisters kids!
I'm paying off my business loans(if it freaking kills me!) Teaching parolees and working with addicts who wanted to kick my ass ended up taking a toll on my courage/health/enthusiasm-got myself laid off. I moved back with Mom n Dad to save money and focus on getting healthy and whole. I am recovering from a 15 yr marriage/trainwreck to a rageaholic/control freak. Determineed to not let my self destructive compulsive behaviors dictate my life... my family has had multiple tragic losses of lifes in the past couple years..also, I had to get a restrainig order against a stalker on the worship team with me at church!...got alot on my plate! my addictions are approval(codependency!), spending, hoarding, denying all of it, PTSD, sabotage! I'm a codependent workaholic(3 previous generations of em on both sides!) There ya have it!
winning, justice being served, giving gifts, getting nature all over me, people who live authentically, leading worship, being my own boss, and teaching!- who KNEW?!
being falsely accused, people rolling their eyes at me, allowing my fear to paralyze me, liars, fakers, cheaters, mean people