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Mood: Thankful Thankful
Status: is loving her 12 step accountability group!
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Female
42 years old
California
United States
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WORKING STEP:
Step 4
SOBRIETY DAY:
05
SOBRIETY MONTH:
12
SOBRIETY YEAR:
2008
PERSONALITY TYPE:
Motivator
ORIENTATION:
Straight
JOB:
Education
RELIGION:
Christian
ADDICTION:
Multiple Addictions
SEEKING:
A Safe Place
MEMBER SINCE: 12/05/2008
LAST LOGIN: 08/30/2010 00:05:49
MY RATING: 9.99

i'm a singer/key board player who reads music. I listen to jazz and gospel/everything else

the Bible, Approval Addiction(joyce myers), codependent no more, Love Must Be Tough, Harriet Lerner, PhD; Dusty Miller, PhD and various historical romances

ladyhawk, somewhere in time, sleepless in seattle, breakfast at tiffanys,cat on a hot tin roof, some like it hot, matrix,all the star wars movies, 52 first dates, failure to launch, diary of a mad black woman, postcards from the edge,

collecting seashells on the beach,sleeping, shopping, playing, my sisters kids!

05/05/2009 17:00:20


A Program Of Recovery, Courage to Change, Restoration of Self, multiples, Overspenders








I'm paying off my business loans(if it freaking kills me!) Teaching parolees and working with addicts who wanted to kick my ass ended up taking a toll on my courage/health/enthusiasm-got myself laid off. I moved back with Mom n Dad to save money and focus on getting healthy and whole. I am recovering from a 15 yr marriage/trainwreck to a rageaholic/control freak. Determineed to not let my self destructive compulsive behaviors dictate my life... my family has had multiple tragic losses of lifes in the past couple years..also, I had to get a restrainig order against a stalker on the worship team with me at church!...got alot on my plate! my addictions are approval(codependency!), spending, hoarding, denying all of it, PTSD, sabotage! I'm a codependent workaholic(3 previous generations of em on both sides!) There ya have it!

winning, justice being served, giving gifts, getting nature all over me, people who live authentically, leading worship, being my own boss, and teaching!- who KNEW?!

being falsely accused, people rolling their eyes at me, allowing my fear to paralyze me, liars, fakers, cheaters, mean people




Displaying 10 out of 767 comments
From: flowerchildofjc
08/26/2010 17:03:07




From: rterrymcintyre
08/26/2010 13:14:09


 

The light of HP surrounds us.
The love of HP enfolds us.
The power of HP protects us.
The Presence of HP watches over us.
Wherever we are, our HP is and all is well.


From: rterrymcintyre
08/04/2010 13:10:18

It's always with excitement that I wake up in the morning
wondering what my intuition will toss up to me
like gifts from the sea. I work with it
and rely upon it. It's my partner.
-- Jonas Salk


From: rterrymcintyre
07/31/2010 02:31:32

Resentment is the mortar that holds

the bricks together in a wall of
alienation and despair.

Two and a Half Men (Season 5)


From: drcoinkeeper
07/19/2010 21:53:57

hey jill pill how ya doin today ok i hope just wanted to say hi ,when ever i think there's too much on my plate it's cause my cup runnith over, someone not too far from here needs my help. loe drcoinkeeper



From: rterrymcintyre
07/19/2010 21:49:24


Photobucket
When someone asks me to sponsor them,
it is an honor and a privilege.
Little do they know, that they are sponsoring me.
This is about the therapeutic value
of one person helping another.
Sponsorship is a two way street.
Having a relationship with your sponsor
is the only way to learn to live your life,
that you know nothing about.
A sponsor is only as good as your ability to use him/her.
If you don't call your sponsor, you don't have a sponsor.

 



From: flowerchildofjc
07/16/2010 23:35:47

Hi Jill, happy to see that you are happy with your 12 step accountability group How are you doing? Miss messaging you and stuff. care about ya!

hugs n love

Jessie D.



From: rterrymcintyre
07/13/2010 13:49:21
3_7 Pictures, Images and Photos
Dear Friends in Recovery, I am so glad to be back on our site. I have
been with my dear sister who passed away on June 16th. She had a long
struggle with cancer. But thanks to a wonderful program I was able to
be with her the whole way. Thank God for A.A. and our new mind.
Terry


From: rterrymcintyre
07/13/2010 13:36:15





A B C's of Recovery

Remember Your A B C's


A) Attitude of gratitude

B) Be as enthusiastic about your recovery as you were about your using

C) Change is a process, not an event

D) Don't quit 5 minutes before the miracle happens

E) Easy does it

F) Fear is absence of faith

G) God's will, not mine, be done

H) Honesty, Open-mindedness, and Willingness

I) Insanity is doing the same thing and expecting different results

J) Just for today

K) Keep coming back

L) Live the Program on a daily basis

M) More will be revealed

N) NA can survive without us but we cannot survive without NA

O) One day at a time

P) Pass the message, not the disease

Q) Quitting is easy; it's staying stopped that's hard

R) Resentments reserve a place in our recovery for relapse

S) Sponsors: have one - use one - be one

T) Today is all you have

U) Use the Steps, the elevator is broken

V) Value spiritual principles such as surrender, humility, and service

W) We have a disease: progressive, incurable and fatal

X) eXamine our actions, our reactions, and our motives

Y) You're right where you're supposed to be

Z) Zero in on the winners and stick with them




From: flowerchildofjc
07/07/2010 01:11:41





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