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Well ...my name is James, I was born in Redlands CA, But I'm not really from anywhere... For the past 10 years I have been running from myself and the diseise of Alcoholism/Addiction. My life has been a rollercoaster of high highs, and despretly low, lows. I have always had high hopes for the future, and am a good starter but at some point I become my own worst enemy,thinking and drinking my way into the gutter one more time. After so many times trying to live succesfylly relying soleley on my own thinking i found my self in yet another depth of depression, pain and lonliness that the thught entered my mind that maybe i wasnt uniqe after all, that i as many other would have to hole heartedly follow a design for living, surrender my will and take the steps that would ultimatley save my life...today i have 2 days clean and sober and am feeling relived of the bondage of myself and my disease...Today i will go to a meeting, talk to my sponsor, work on the steps, be of service,and be grateful for peace of mind "ONE DAY AT A TIME".
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