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46 years old
Portsmouth
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WORKING STEP:
None
PERSONALITY TYPE:
Thinker
ORIENTATION:
Straight
JOB:
Other
RELIGION:
Other
ADDICTION:
Alcohol
SEEKING:
No Answer
MEMBER SINCE: 06/25/2007
LAST LOGIN: 01/01/2008 08:51:17
MY RATING: 0.00

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Cupcake by Cupcake Brown, Desert Flower by Waris Dirie, Harry Potter, Patricia Cornwell, Stephen King,

Cool Runnings, Big Wednesday, Four Brothers, Dangerous Minds, Grease, Staying Alive, Kevin & Perry Go Large, The School of Rock, Legally Blonde, Desperate Housewives, Friends,
24, CSIs, Criminal Minds

Swimming, Sailing, Walking My Dog, Reading, Travelling, Socialising, Gardening,

12/26/2007 04:36:20
12/25/2007 14:05:24
09/26/2007 13:47:04
09/07/2007 08:54:56
08/31/2007 07:19:13






Not sure really where to start. For now I will start on my first day without alcohol, the day I was admitted to intensive care for severe pancreatitis. The shock & various after effects of being in intensive care for 3 weeks has started my long & winding road to sobriety. To date I have not really wanted a drink or maybe I've just pushed the thoughts away to be dealt with when I'm feeling healthy again. The overwhelming thought is knowing if I ever take a drink again I may not live to tell the tale. My way of taking the edge off when the world becomes prickly & unsafe, gone.
So here I am, hoping to gain some insight & understanding of this disease.


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Honesty, integrity, sunshine, sunrise/sets, thunder storms, snow, water, animals, childrens chuckles, sailing, snorkeling, traveling, my beautiful little dog Busta, food (luckily it doesn't show)!!.












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Liars, posers, spongers, constant wet weather, travel delays, dog walkers who don't pooper scoop!! Violence, confrontations.




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From: Godluvsall
12/24/2008 13:38:32


From: biggybiggs74
05/26/2008 04:56:03



may we take time out this morning to have a moment of silence and prayer for those who courageously gave their lives so that we may be able to live ours today. for those who came home and dealt with the aftermath of war. for those who are still abroad and are unable to be with their loved ones on this day. and let us not forget those who lost their lives in their own personal battle with addiction. as we enjoy our holiday today let us keep in mind that some gave all for us to be able to have that previlege. may we keep their families and loved ones in our thoughts and prayers.

eternally grateful
billy



From: biggybiggs74
05/24/2008 05:06:25



hope you have an awesome weekend full of joy and laughs.

big hugs
billy



From: biggybiggs74
05/18/2008 07:33:04



thanks for being one of the miracles in my recovery.

big hugs
billy



From: biggybiggs74
05/17/2008 04:53:38



just wanted to say hi and have an awesome weekend.

big hugs
billy



From: biggybiggs74
05/12/2008 05:59:41



just anted to drop by and show some love. hope your week goes awesome.

big hugs
billy



From: biggybiggs74
05/03/2008 06:25:51



thank you for being here. for all your love and support. hope you have a beautiful and blessed weekend.

big hugs
billy



From: biggybiggs74
04/26/2008 05:34:34



hope you have an awesome weekend.
hugs
billy



From: biggybiggs74
04/21/2008 05:07:27

just a couple quotes i found in reading tonight,

"Life is a series of experiences, each of which makes us bigger, even though it is hard to relize this. For the world was built to develope character, and we must learn that the setbacks and greifs which we endure help us in our marching onward." - Henry Ford

"Every day, some ordinary person does something extraordinary. Today its your turn."- Lou Holtz

hope you day is filled extraordinary events. and your march forward is an awesome one.


hugs
billy



From: biggybiggs74
04/20/2008 06:10:34

sorry i haven't been around much. alot to do around work. its pretty well been keeping me on my toes . hope all is going well.


love and hugs
billy


 
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