Yeah, I feel ya.  Sometimes though its just so irritating.  But to answer your question.  I'm doing it for myself so that way I can keep my son and be able to provide for him because I want that more than the drug.

tht's all you can do,right mija? now tht ur clean n sober,don't forget about living life on life's terms.i'm writing a book about why so many addicts of every kind go back to madness thy just left.if you wanna chk it out then go to myspace,look me up under BIGDAWG,i'll be wearing a red tank top.talk to ya later,love ya.

I wish that there could be big posters or something spread all over the world.  Because there is this whole stereo type thing of "once an addict, always an addict".  And thats the case with my family...they don't believe that I'm doing well in my recovery.  I told them about family treatment but they dont want.  And whats more worse is that both my step dad and uncle used to smoke ice (my drug of choice) and now they are both clean for 10 plus years.  I mean its like hello, they did why cant they believe I can do??

Looked for ya but couldn't find ya.  Found one guy that kinda looked like you, 41 yrs old and in CA, but required last name or email address for friend request.  If that was you, I couldn't get on your space.  If it wasn't you, then that guy might wonder why I'm sending him a friend request anyhow.

Oh well.

Love to all,

Doc