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I never would've would have thought that I a once miserable, suicidal, majorally depressed girl could be this happy. It's unreal I don't even have that much clean time but it feels so good. It's like my personality is back. I'm such an out-going person who really loves talking to people and meeting people and I feel like I'm finally back. I hate the way the drug takes everything from you, I say I'm feeling better mentally but my family still isn't on their way to forgiving anything I've done. I do have a lot of things negative in my life because of my addiction, unfortunatly they don't go away when u stop losing. Imagine how nice that would be - when u put down the drugs and got yourself cleaned up automatically eveything you did or said or screwed up while you were using just goes away and you are completely forgiven - and even material things that were lost - they just poof came back, Now that's a nice dream....
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Trying my best to learn to love what I have!
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JUST REMEMBER THAT THIS TOO SHALL PASS.TODAY WE ARE 
HAPPY AND MAYBE TOMORROW WE
CRY.THAT IS WHAT LIFE IS ABOUT.THE GOOD NEWS ARE THAT NO MATTER WHAT WE DONT HAVE TO USE,AT DAY AT THE TIME .