*HUGS TO EVERYONE* i know how hard it is when you hurt so bad but you have to think this will pass. tomorrow youll wake up and it will be a new day. and it might be better. each day comes with new mercies and new grace try to hold on to that. we are all strong people. we can get through!

On the cutting.....  I have thoughts  a lot but I promised myself that I wouldn't do it once my daughter was born...  I've gone almost 3 years without cutting but the thoughts have never left...  But I have stronger urges to break my own bones...  and yes i've broken my wrist 3 times using a hammer... the last time was back in July of 08...  I do this when I get overly stressed, I'm holding things in for a long time, or I just want the pain killers...  It's a big problem I have I'm so addicted to pain killers that I would break my own wrist to get my next fix...  But I also like the attention and the way it the release I get when I do it... 

i know what you mean. i have tendencies to break my bones too. i actually had a relaps a couple days ago.... a year and a half down the drain. but im trying to focus on the fact that i made it that long and learn something from all this. i hope you all are doing well?

much love