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RECENT STORY 2009: For the last year and a half since my recovery I began using drugs again. I used for enjoyment and addiction i guess..I met my current boyfriend and together we used and loved each other and one of us would want to "stop" using but then we would use again and we make up excuses and promises. -I didnt think I had/have a problem because I was able to function..I would use responsibly but it would bother me that my bf couldnt do the same and now we argue. i just decided one day to stop. not after a binge or anything, i just have a lot going on in my life right now and im moving from Florida (after 10yrs) to New York where i was born and raised and i wana turn over a new leaf and be clean..i need to start fresh and sober..i have until Jan 18th 2010 ...this is the day I plan to be on the road to NY.

OLD ME: 2007-2008: ive used alcohol and narcotics for over 13 years. the last 3years where my heaviest using. for the last 1year and half ive been living a double life with my family and the love of my life as a functional drug addict and drinking every day to balance out so i wont be so wired and less obvious. i recently moved out of state to be with family , far away from the temptations that i would surround myself back home and refrain from even drinking so i dont completely lose my life with those who mean everything to me. im herefor support. i believe i may not be too far away from recovery. ihope

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