Throughout my life I abused alcohol and drugs to the point of a hopeless state of mind and body. I was living in a tent in Key West, Florida at the end of my chaotic life.

Someone might think living in Key West, Florida would be spectacular, but for me it was a nightmare. I drank day after day thinking only if I had a house, a job, and a vehicle everything else would be alright, and I wouldn’t have to drink.

The biggest problem was, that I couldn’t stay sober long enough to keep a job to be able to pay rent, and pay for a vehicle. At this turning point of either trying to get sober or drinking continually to the bitter end,

I realized that I needed to get sober before anything else would work in my life. I like to call this my moment of clarity.

I had been to Alcoholics Anonymous meetings before, but had never followed the suggestions that were offered. I made a decision that I would try Alcoholics Anonymous for the first time in my life. I called the Alcoholics Anonymous hotline that I looked up in the local telephone book and went to an Alcoholics Anonymous meeting.

I asked a man to be my sponsor that told me that I never had to drink again if I didn’t want to, I could if I wanted to, but I didn't have to.

My sponsor taught me that if I would just trust in God, clean up the wreckage of my past, and carry the message to others suffering from alcoholism or drug addiction, that I would have a spiritual awakening sufficient enough to keep me from drinking and using other drugs.

For me to trust in God, clean up the wreckage of my past, and carry the message to others, I had to practice the spiritual principles of the twelve steps of Alcoholics Anonymous not only once, but continually throughout my life to stay sober.
I have continued to practice the spiritual principles of the twelve steps of Alcoholics Anonymous in my life, and as long as keep practicing these spiritual principles in my life, I will be sober 2 years on March 15th, 2008.

Not only has Alcoholics Anonymous allowed me to remain sober, but to be a constructive participant in this thing called life.

What I have learned from this significant experience, or what I like to call a spiritual experience, is that nothing external to me should matter to me whether I drink or not.

Sobriety is an inside job, and to be of maximum service to God, I need to remain sober.

My Friend mailed this to me, I think it's nice

3/9/06 EXISTANCE



All of existance is evolution by divine guidance both free will and pre determination are part of the path of life.

the first emanation of God is non sexual and then it divides its self into feminine then masculine

niether is subserviant to the other.

the rest of creation is a reflection of the female and male God.

all of creation is sentient from the entire cosmos to the smallest part

each part having its own mind and thouse minds are grouped into a collection and all collections

have interrelationships with the others and all souls are conected past present and future.

Good and evil are part of the creative progresive force of life

Evil is imbalanced force that seeks reconciliation good is balanced force

if it is alowed evil will consume all life Good must be exercised.

it is not Gods desire to destroy the children of creation.

Love is the highest law but power is second

power with out love becomes destructive force.

Every thought we have is a meditation and every word we speak is a prayer.

Prayer and meditation are powerfull and can direct existence.

It is Gods desire for all Children of creation to know God.

God is a mystery that reveals its self truth will not hide forever and canot be buried.

in time all things will be revealed but then there will be more to be revealed, life is progresive.

life is eternal, love lasts forever and every thing that has been done remains forever.

each moment is eternal and flows into the great ocean that is eternity.

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"Power in the Principles"
A practical guide for applying Spiritual Principles in your life


Introduction


I am a grateful, recovering alcoholic and addict. My name is Glenn. I don't have any special skills other than extensive training in the "school of hard knocks"

If you are looking for a good reason to keep reading, let me say that contained herein are the best kept "secrets of life". Ironically, these "secrets" have been around, have been visible and available for milleniums. So how can they be referred to as "secrets"? When the real beauty and value of something is neither seen nor understood, no matter how available that something may be, it may as well be a "secret".


These "secrets" contain Power well beyond that of any human being, yet are available to anyone who desires to avail themself of them.
These Powerful "secrets" are referred to as "Spiritual Principles" in this book, therefore, the title of this book is "Power in the Principles" The value of these Principles to any individual is best determined by that individual. It is the practical value of these Principles in my everyday life that I intend to present in this book. It is also my intention to present methods and processes by which these Principles and their Power can be understood, developed and utilized by the reader. For this is the real value of the material.


I wish for the author's ego not to get involved. This is not about any special ability that I may have. The material is about Spiritual Principles and the Power contained in them. I only use my personal experience to illustrate how truly amazing an impact on life these Principles can have.


This material is not religious in nature. However, the Principles may be found in one form or another in many, if not most, of the world's religions. Using the Principles does not require affiliation with any particular religion, nor does it preclude such. Examples of the Principles may be derived from various religions, but no subtle or obvious preference will be intended in any direction.

In fact, references to many groups and cultures may be cited. For example, various 12 Step programs will be discussed. These programs have as their foundation many of the Spiritual Principles discussed in this book. They also provide a structured pathway to the Principles. Other self-help programs may be used as well, and, with the same intent.

I am very grateful for the changes occurring in my life today thanks to the "Power in the Principles". It is my sincere hope that you will also experience such wonderful things in your life


To plug in or not to plug in?"
My toaster isn't working! Is it plugged in? Sound familiar? If I'm not plugged into the power, I'll never get the desired result.
Here's another illustration, one that has proven very helpful in understanding the Tower in the Principles" concept If you buy a personal computer, take it home, plug it in, turn it on and bring the system up, you will have limited standalone power. By that I mean only the resources contained within the system are available. This setup may be enough for some work on the computer, but, it is very limited at best. Now, if you plug the same system into the network, the world wide web, it seems as if all the power/resources in the universe just became available. For the world of computing, this is virtually true. One can go from limited power to seemingly unlimited power just by "plugging In".
I have found through my own experience that it is every bit as easy to "plug In" to the Greatest Power that the universe has to offer, and its free.

The key to this is in understanding the illustration, and, what the personal computer and network represent. Once again, I can only share my own experience and my observations in working with others. Basically, what I have found is that, in my life, the PC represents my way of doing things, with my way meaning methods and thought processes picked up along the way. Many of these took root early on in life, and, others were learned and developed through the years.
Some of these methods and thought processes weren't so bad and worked fairly well, but more often than not, my way was dysfunctional, and, I didn't even realize it. So, my life consisted of using these same methods and thought processes over and over again, having them fail over and over again, resulting in repeated pain and suffering. I didn't have a clue why this kept happening. At best I had limited power.
When I became aware of Spiritual Principles, and, began to plug them Into my life, it was as if all the power in the universe became available. In fact, I believe that this is precisely the case. I might add that it has not failed to be the case, even once, when the Principles were used.
What I find to be truly intersting is that they are particularly powerful when I am going directly against what I feel like doing and I apply the Principle instead. A wise young friend once said to me "It is impossible to practice Patience unless I'm feeling Impatient", and, "It is impossible to practice Tolerance unless I'm feeling Intolerant". How right she was. I also believe that "It is impossibe to practice Unconditional Love unless I feel like putting conditions on it". It is at times like these that the "Power in the Principles" is particularly in evidence.

I guess the "bottom line" in all this is that it does no good at all to have the power available unless I plug into it!
So, in terms of "Power in the Principles", the question is: "To plug in or not to plug in?" It's for each of us to decide.

The Power"
I feel the need to clarify the definition and the motives concerning the "Power" portion of the title "Power in the Principles."
Rrst, in terms of motives, when I began to become aware of the Spiritual Principles, I knew almost immediately that practicing them was what I "should" be doing. I say this because my way of doing things had failed miserably. I knew that continuing the same course would only lead to more of the same misery. I was not aware of any "Power in the Principles". I only knew that the Principles seemed to be a better way of doing things and that I could avoid more misery for myself and others by using them. So, little by little, I began using them because I "should."
As time passed, my motives began to change. I don't specifically know how or why, I only know that a change was occurring. It may rave been due to working of the 12 Steps, exposure to other self-help processes, association with people who had the Principles in their lives or perhaps prayer and meditation. I am sure, however, that it had a lot to do with a growing connection with some Power Greater than myself. More than likely it was a combination of these factors coupled with my personal experiences.
Whatever the reason, the change that was occurring had to do with motives. I was beginning to see the wisdom and the beauty in the Principles. I began practicing them just because it was the right thing to do. The results were no longer the driving force exclusively. I knew the results would be as they should. I began praticing them for the sake of practing them. They were good and pure, come what may. To be Honest forthe sake of Honesty, to Give for the sake of Giving and to Love for the sake of Lxyjng^was what is was becoming-. These motives or intentions were quite new and different for me. I A/vasno longerded toThe result, but becoming tied to the Principle itself.
Although the Principles produced the correct results no matter what the motivation, I began to notice that when they're practiced with a more pure motive, truly amazing things began to occur. Results I would never have expected, in areas I never would have expected them, were taking place. I was beginning to see the "Miracles." Incredible "Power for good" was being released. It is as if, when you practice the Principles with pure motives, you step into a vortex of unlimited Power.
This Power, I am certain, is not the possession of any person or group of people, but it can be released by anyone at any time.
Therefore, the titie "Power in the Principles" does not imply the gaining of "personal power". It refers to the Power released by the practicing of the Principle itself. Apparently the Power is intrinsic in the Principles.
Since the Power does not reside in the individual, but, in the Principle itself, any attempt to hold on to, or control the Power, will fail. It is, therefore, unavailable to the self-centered Power seeker. Conversely, it is always available in abundance to the unselfish practicer of the Principles.
In the next section, we will begin to discuss the Principles themselves in detail. Why not come along for the ride?

•Peace"
Peace: "A state of calm and quiet, public security under law, freedom from disturbing
thoughts or emotions, a state of concord between persons or governments and an agreement to end hostilities.
These definitions come from the office version of the "Merriam Webster Dictionary" that happened to be available at the time of this writing. I am certain that any dictionary would say the same things or something similar, so I feel no need to search further for better definitions. These are, no doubt, tilings the majority of us would like to see.
There are many Spiritual Principles regarding Peace. In fact, I most assuredly consider Peace a Spiritual Principle in and of itself.. But for now lets examine one Principle concerning Peace.
One of my personal favorites is:
"Let there be Peace on Earth and let it begin with you and me."
I do not know where this particular phrase originated, but I do remember the first time I heard it. I was sitting in a room full of people and the speaker said she was going to start the discussion by quoting a familiar six-word phrase. She went on to say that another phrase would follow that is not usually connected to the first Well, since I love a good mystery, she had my attention. Next, she quoted the above mentioned phrase. For all intents an purposes I could have gotten up and left at that point. I had already heard what I needed to hear. What I got out of what she had said was:
"Its an inside job."
Peace cannot exist on Earth unless it exists between you and me. We are part of this world. Peace cannot exist between you and me unless I am one of the participants, and, I have some Peace to offer to you. I cannot give away what I do not have, and, I cannot expect you to do something I am not willing to do myself.
Its wonderful to see and hear large throngs of people seeking peace, however, "it begins with you and me". It begins by being peaceful in my own life, in my everyday affairs. So, the work begins at home, in my heart and mind, not in the hearts and minds of others. If I am unable or unwilling as a human being to find Peace, it is impossible to promote it. Therefore, if I am seeking Peace in the world, the country, the town, the neighborhood or in my own household but not cultivating it in my own heart and mind, I am putting the proverbial "cart before the horse" and have no chance of success.
In 12 -Step programs, which contain 12-Traditions, the 11th Tradition states, in part, "it is a program of attraction not promotion." Therefore, it is the practicing of Spiritual Principles by one person, that attracts others to want to do the same. I cannot forcibly change another human being's mind or heart, but my actions may provide an example that is attractive to someone else.
Once again it boils down to "an inside job". Any one of us who has acquired Peace of mind and heart will surely be an attraction to those who seek the same
But, let's not get ahead of ourselves. While world peace is a wonderful goal, I wouldn't want to minimize the joy available to us now through the gift of "Peace of mind and heart." With such a gift, every day becomes more of a joy to live, more free from worry and anxiety. It opens the door to creativity, spontaneity and excitement heretofore not possible. It allows one to "Live in the moment", which is the real key to happiness.
The more of us who receive the gift of "Peace of mind and heart", the more Peace will exist in our world. Its an inside job for every one of us. There's no getting around it.

How?
Thais the real question isn't it? How ???????????? How do I go about receiving this very special gift?
My personal experience is that Peace of mind and heart exists when the Spiritual Principles are being practiced on a regular basis in my life. In other wors Peace of mind and heart is a by-product of practicing Spiritual Principles in all my affairs. It seems that, when i know I am "doing the next right thing", a calm, serene, Peaceful state of mind and heart is the result. I just seem to "know" that everything is all right, exactly as it should be. This is Peace of mind and heart
This is why we begin now to explore the Spiritual Principles themselves. Although the solution may sound simple in concept, the practical application of it requires great change for many of us. Change sometimes can be extremely difficult, but, any movement or change in the direction of Spiritual Principles is enough to start the ball rolling. Another Principle we will discuss later is "Progress not perfection". Keep this in mind for now.
Let us begin

To Thine Own Self be True"
This very well known phrase appears on one side of the medallions given by Alcoholics Anonymous to members at yearly intervals to celebrate one or more years of continuous sobriety. Apparently this Principle is considered to be very important in the 12-Step community and in the recovery process. It was while participating in this process that I first became aware of the necessity and Power of this particular Principle.


I had obviously been familiar with the phrase "Honesty is the best policy". I had been taught as a child that lying is wrong, and, that without a doubt, if I got caught there would be consequences to pay. So, the part of Honesty that dealt with the necessity of being truthful with others, I was quite familiar with. I didn't practice it consistently throughout my life, but I was aware that it was revered as a "Good Policy". But the idea of Self-Honesty was something I hadn't really considered seriously before.


"Of course I'm being Honest with myself would have been my reply if questioned on the matter. I was not consciously aware of things like denial, self-manipulation or self-justification, the very things that have to do with being Honest with myself. Statements like "Check your motives" were offensive to me. "How dare you question my motives?" would have been my typical response. However, this lack of Self-Honesty seriously impaired my ability to live a happy and productive life.

I believe that if something isn't practical it probably isn't Spiritual either. The Principle of Self-Honesty turns out to have immense practical value in every day living. It changes virtually everything. For one thing, Self-Honesty greatly improved my relations with others. When I'm not being Honest with myself, those that are close to me never know what to expect. This is because what I present to others is a reflection of what I am presenting to myself. If what I tell myself is steeped in denial, self-manipulation and self-justification, then what I tell or show others will be steeped in it as well. It is only through Self-Honesty reflecting on the outside that friends, coworkers, family members and others can begin trust that "what they see, is what they get." This greatly improves relationships of all kinds.

For example, we often hear the word "intimacy" used. It is misunderstood by many. Much of the time it is attached to relationships that are sexual in nature. Although it does have an application in this sense, it is by no means limited to it. Dictionaries reveal more. Definitions of the word "Intimate" include words such as "intrinsic" and "innermost". Both indicate the notion of "what is really there, underneath it all." Other definitions include "marked ny very close association, contact or familiarity" and "of a very personal nature." It is impossible for intimacy to exist without Honesty, and, it is impossible for Honesty between two people to exist without Self-Honesty. I can't be Honest with you about me if I can't be Honest with me about me. Therefore Self-Honesty is what makes "intimacy" possible.

True "Intimacy" eluded me my entire life. When I began to get Honest with myself, this began to change.
"Intimacy is but one example of the practical value of Self-Honesty.

Denial,
Self-manipulation
and Self-justification

To better understand how to be Honest with ourselves, we will first discuss ways in which we may not have been.

Denial: "Refusal to admit the truth of a statement or charge"

Many times in my life, matters were brought to my attention that I did not want to admit or accept about myself. Probably the most obvious of these was that I was an alcoholic and an addict. Although the symptoms were numerous and obvious, to any objective observer, I

refused to look at it Honestly. This was a classic case of denial.

Why deny a problem so obvious to everyone, especially when it creates so much misery? The answer is usually very simple, fear of change. Deep down inside I knew that if I admitted to myself that it was true, many painful changes would be required of me. Change was not something I looked forward to, in fact, I was deathly afraid of change. The easiest way for me to avoid changing was Denial. This did not require any excuses or action. It simply isn't true, I told myself. I am not an alcoholic or an addict. Sure, I have problems in my life that make me drink and use to excess, but, when these problems are resolved I'll be fine, you'll see. Case closed. Denial, of course, did nothing except allow the actual problem to continue and get worse.

Denial can manifest itself in any area of life, such as aspects of my personality, areas of skill levels required on the job, basically anything that 1 am afraid to admit or accept about myself. Denial, however, solves nothing.

Manipulation: To influence, especially with intent to deceive"

Self-manipulation is to influence self, especially with intent to deceive. This is called lying to myself. Has anyone ever told you that you were lying to yourself? Why would I do this? Its basically for the same reason that I would lie to someone else. There is an objective. I have a purpose and I'm willing to lie to accomplish ft. The only difference is that I'm lying to myself. This might allow me to do something I would not do if I were being Honest with myself. For example, "I'm not an alcoholic, so I can continue to drink", or, "If I change drinks I won't have a problem, I'll switch to beer for a while." Another might be, "I won't use cocaine anymore, I'll just smoke marijuana" The list of examples could go on and on. The results in this area of life can be devastating, often including "jails, institutions and death."

Self-manipulation is by no means restricted to the area of substance abuse. It can be used in any area of life. Suppose I'm considering taking something that doesn't belong to me. Deep down inside I know that this is wrong, but I really want this item. My objective is to get il no matter what my conscience may be trying to tell me. So the self-manipulation begins. How? Possibly by telling myself that "no one is using it anyway", or, "why not take ft, I deserve it" How about "everyone else is doing it." Somtimes I become philosophical about it, thinking "its a big corporation and they are overpricing everything and underpaying me". This one works quite well, They expect pilferage and mark up everything to cover ft, then they write ft ofl anyway." I can deceive myself in many ways. The results, in this case, vary from loss of self-respect to loss of job and incarceration.

Perhaps one partner in a committed relationship is considering being unfaithful. Self-manipulation may sound something like this, "If I was getting all my needs met at home I wouldn't have to do this, but I'm not." This is often coupled with "He/she is probably doing ii anyway, why shouldn't I." Still deep inside, I know its not right If I didn't know this I wouldn't have to work so hard to convince myself that ft is. I'd just do ft and never give ft a second thought. Much pain and heartache will likely result from this example of self-manipulation.

Suppose a member of a Board of Directors is asked to approve something that, in his heart, he knows will endanger the health or safety of innocent, unsuspecting people. It may also endanger the environment. He is uncomfortable with this. He begins to feel pressured, tells himself that "the project will increase profits for the stockholders, and, that this is where his responsibility lies, on the bottom line." He also tells himself, "if I don't approve this project, my own financial security will be jeapordized." He doesn't want his family to suffer. They probably will approve the project anyway, I might as well vote in favor of it." He does! As a result his conscience bothers him, he loses sleep, his self-respect drops and he lives in fear that someone will be injured or die. If someone does, he bears a measure of the responsibility for the suffering of others as well as his own.


When I act as the result of self-manipulation, it can produce harmful consequences for myself and others. If I had just been Honest with myself to begin with, and acted in accordance with that Honesty, the pain and the suffering may have been avoided.

Me so happy I just joined the OZ...


Man life is so goooood,,





Truth perceived gives assurance.

Skill yields self-reliance.

With courage, we can defy danger.

To increase power, increase humility..



Through constant contemplation, we can arrive at the truth.

The more experienced we are, the more thorough our understanding, and

thus the more we can come to rely on our knowledge.



When we exercise what we know,

it not only extends our understanding ofthe truth but helps

us take acton in meaningful ways.



The more we do the more self reliant we are.



Every achievement brings wonderful dividend of confidence.

we try greater and greater ventures,

until we are brave enough to

accomplish undertakings far beyond what the average person imagines.



When we reach that level of consummate skill, it is

a time of both celebration and extreme caution.

we are justified to rejoice, for this level of ability that we have been

striving for so long and hard to attain.





It is also the time for caution because the foolish will eventually try something too great for them to handle.



Pride and passion will lead to their down fall



Therefore, the more accomplished one becomes,

the more circumspenct one should be.

The higher one's skills ,

the more precarious one's road.

The most powerful followers of the Tao are also amoung the most humble.

By veiling their light until proper moments, they escape the greatest danger of all;

hubris.

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Disengagement


Wearily I open my prayer book,
Sepia photographs of sage on amber page,
Flaming raven Sanskrit, strange syllables, Intone, chant, repeat.
Number vows with beads:
Every resolution is inspiration petrified.


There are some days when one is disengaged from God, not interested in devotion, and everything just becomes empty form.

Gone are spiritual bliss, deep insight, and integration with rhythm of the universe.

Instead, there is duty, form and stiff discipline.

One can try to remember the reasons for one’s quest, and still not be inspired to do one’s practice. What do you do?

Every once in a while, it is permissible to skip things for a day.

If you are angry, under great stress, or ill, then it is best simply to rest.

But if one has made vows if it is only a matter of laziness or indifference, then you must exert your discipline and practice even if it means you are just going through the motions.

In at least half of the cases, something significant will happen.

The rest of the time, going through your forms is in itself good practice.

It builds tremendous momentum that will manifest itself in later times.

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The Function of Education


I wonder if we have ever asked ourselves what education means. Why do we go to school, why do we learn various subjects, why do we pass examinations and compete with each other for better grades? What does this so called education mean, and what is it all about? This is really a very important question, not only for students, but also for parents for the teachers, and everyone who loves this earth. Why do we go through the struggle to be educated? Is it merely in order to pass examinations and get a job? Or is it the function to prepare us while we are young to understand the whole life process? Having a job and earning one’s livelihood is necessary-but is that all? Are we being educated only for that? Surely, life is something extraordinary wide and profound, it is a great mystery, a vast realm in which we function as human beings. If we merely prepare ourselves to earn a livelihood, we shall miss the whole point of life; and to understand life is much more important than merely to prepare for examinations and become very proficient in mathematics, physics, or what you will.
So, whether we are teachers or students is it not important to ask ourselves why we are educating or being educated, and what does life mean? Is not life an extraordinary thing? Is not life an extraordinary thing? The birds, the flowers, the flourishing trees, the heavens, the stars, the rivers and the fish therein- all this is life. Life is the poor and the rich; life is the constant battle between groups, races and nations; life is meditation; life is what we call religion, and it is also the subtle, hidden things of the mind- the envies, the ambition, the passions, the fears, fulfillments and anxieties. All this and much more is life. But we generally prepare ourselves to understand only a small corner of it. We pass certain examinations, find a job, get married, have children, and then become more and more like machines. We remain fearful, anxious, frightened of life. So is it the function of education to help us understand the whole process of life, or is it merely to prepare us for a vocation, for the best job we can get?
What is going to happen to all of us when we grow to be men and women? Have you ever asked yourselves what are you going to when you grow up? In all likelihood you will get married, and before you know where you are you will be mothers and father; and you will then be tied to a job, or to the kitchen, in which you will gradually wither away. Is that all your life is going to be? Have you ever asked yourselves this question? Should you not ask it? If your family is wealthy you may have a fairly good position already assured, your father may give you a comfortable job, or you get richly married; but there you will decay , deteriorate. Do you see?
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My Paper

Yoga (Sanskrit: योग Yoga, IPA: [joːgə]) is a group of ancient spiritual practices originating in India. As a general term in Hinduism[1] it has been defined as referring to "technologies or disciplines of asceticism and meditation which are thought to lead to spiritual experience and profound understanding or insight into the nature of existence."[2] Yoga is also intimately connected to the religious beliefs and practices of the other Indian religions. Outside India, Yoga is mostly associated with the practice of asanas (postures) of Hatha Yoga or as a form of exercise, although it has influenced the entire Indian religions family and other spiritual practices throughout the world.[3] Hindu texts discussing different aspects of yoga include the Upanishads, the Bhagavad Gita, the Yoga Sutras of Patanjali, the Hatha Yoga Pradipika, the Shiva Samhita, and many others.[3][4] Major branches of Yoga include: Hatha Yoga, Karma Yoga, Jnana Yoga, Bhakti Yoga, and Raja Yoga. [5] [6] [7] Raja Yoga, known simply as Yoga in the context of Hindu philosophy, is one of the six orthodox (āstika) schools of thought, established by the Yoga Sutras of Patanjali (From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia)

Intro Yoga obviously means a lot of things of different things to a lot of different people. So I Am Going to demonstrate to you what Yoga means to me. It is a amazing form of exercise, but for me it goes a lot deeper. It is a form of discipline that I implement in my life so I can maintain stability, both emotional, physical and spiritual.

I practice daily meditation, whether I want to or not, I just keep meditating, because I know it is good for my spirit, body and mind. Yoga is really a practice that keeps me in balance; especially when times get tough, and believe me times get tough. I guess it is all a matter of perspective.

Well I really doubt that I can really teach you any thing in regards to Yoga, but I will try to bring up some interesting points. But before I begun let me direct your attention to the fact that I am not really very educated, and I am not a strong writer yet, so please understand that I am trying to do the best I can to at least entertain you. I also hope you realize that this is a draft, not a finished paper and that I just let it flow instead of really following the format. I am hoping you will look past the errors.

I see so many people whose lives are in chaos running from their fears, practicing escape artist chasing drugs, alcohol, television, sex, control, money, prestige, gambling ,work ,food, approval, rescuing, dependency on toxic relationships, physical illnesses( hypochondria) exercise, cosmetics, clothes, cosmetic surgery, trying to look good on the out side, academic pursuits and excessive intellectualizing, religiosity or religious legalism(preoccupation with the form and rules and regulations of religion, rater than benefiting from the real spiritual message, general perfectionism, cleaning , organizing, and materialism. (OVERKILL I KNOW) Just to list a few and I assure you I am not immune to these things. I just simply got tired of all the suffering all these things can do to a man when he starts down the dreary and dark road of obsession, compulsion and, addiction.

Some days it is a real struggle to stay in balance . “Only those who partake of the harmony within their souls know the harmony that runs through nature. Whosoever lacks this inner harmony feels also a lack of it in the world. The mind in chaos finds chaos all around. How can one know what peace is like if he has never tasted it? But he who has inner peace can abide in this state even in the midst of outer discord.”(Where There Is Light Paramahansa Yogananda PG.77) And I think that you are teaching people to touch that inner peace. I also think that you are touching people souls and making them see that there is a truth, in themselves and in this world that can be experienced that can change their lives through yoga.

The truth is that you have changed more lives than you know, and in return those people whose lives you have touched are reaching out and touching others, helping, caring and loving each other to make it a better world. Your work I feel is very important, because you are truly shifting humanity.

“Unless the aggression of our inner adversaries ceases, the more we fight them the more they multiply. Similar, until we have mastered our own mind, negative forces will invade us. To discipline the mind through love and compassion is a practice of the bodhisattva.” (Essential Teachings His holiness the Dali LamaPG.64)

So you see it is very important to me that I surround myself with people of a positive nature. So I can learn the ways of a real warrior, not to say I stay away from people who are discontented, because what purpose is there in learning the path of contentment unless I can give it to the people who need and want it.

“To be Happy, to me, is to suffer less. If we were not capable of transforming the pain within ourselves, happiness would not be possible. Many people look for happiness outside of themselves, but true happiness must come from inside of us. Our culture tells us that happiness comes from having a lot of money, a lot of power, and a high position in society. But if you observe carefully, you will see that many rich and famous people are not happy. Many of them commit suicide. The Buddha and the monks and nuns of his time did not own any thing except their robes and one bowl. But they were very happy, because they had something extremely Precious—freedom. According to the Buddha’s teachings, the most basic condition for happiness is freedom, but freedom form the mental formations of anger, despair, jealously and delusion. These mental formations are described by the Buddha as poisons. As long as these poisons are still in our heart, happiness cannot be possible. In order to be free from anger, we have to practice whether we are Christian, Muslim, Buddhist, Hindu, or Jewish. We cannot ask the Buddha, Jesus, God, or Mohammed to take anger out of our hearts for us. There are concrete instructions on how to transform the craving, anger, and confusion within us. If we follow these instructions and learn to take good care of our suffering, we can help others do the same.” (Thich Nhat Hanh, Anger PG2-3).

It is very important that I can see how happiness manifests in others, so I can also use the practice so I can be free of unnecessary suffering, and truly offer help others. Like the old saying goes if it isn’t practical it probably isn’t spiritual either. I feel that yoga does qualify as spiritual and also practical. I will use yoga the rest of my life to ensure that I keep a discipline and a good heart that will be useful to others.

I have only been meditating for about four years and I was lucky enough to be taught by someone who really cared about me. A person whom I feel lucky to have met, a man whose has genuinely saved my life and taught me how to really love. He taught me how to love myself and he introduced me into Buddhism, he introduced me to life. A life I had never known before, a life that wasn’t full of fear, a life that I could enjoy, one with purpose. He taught me that it’s o.k. to be alone.

“Usually we regard loneliness as an enemy. Heartache is not something we choose to invite in. It’s restless and pregnant and hot with the desire to escape and find something or someone to keep us company. When we can rest in the middle, we begin to have a nonthreatining relationship with loneliness, a relaxing and cooling loneliness that completely turns our usual fearful patterns upside down. ( Pema Chodron, When Things Fall Apart, PG,64)

He taught me so much about life, He was there when I needed him the most, right at the end of my divorce. He introduced me to the book When Things Fall Apart, and I assure you my whole world did fall apart. It is strange they say the teacher will appear when the student is ready, and so it is true.

So I grabbed a hold of the principals that he taught me with all the fervor of that of a drowning man. And something changed in me. He has written several books in one of which is named “Power In The Principals”, It is a book based on how to apply spiritual principals In your life. Some thing that I couldn’t or at least wasn’t ready to do. He is a very powerful and yet humble man who no doubt has changed many people’s lives. He also wrote another book entitled “The Noble Path” The Way Of The Bodhisattva. He did not and will not publish the “power in the principals” because he said it is his way of giving back.

He told me not to let any body have the book “The Noble Path” because someday he will publish it. Glen also said to give away the Power in the principals to any one who would read it, and so I have tried to introduce anyone and everyone to the book. I want to give you a little taste of “The Noble path” I am sure my friend would not mind.

Gossip “It’s just gossip!” “What’s the Harm?” Have you ever said or thought this when confronted about speaking about others who are not present? I know I have. But is it true?


Is gossip harmless? Have you ever wondered why gossip occurs? Webster’s Dictionary says of gossip: 1: “A gossip is a person who habitually reveals personal or sensational facts. 2: Rumor or report of an intimate nature.” Did you notice some of the words used to describe the nature of things said when gossiping? The dictionary used words Like” personal,” “ intimate” and “Sensational” to describe what is being said.

It also indicated that it is done habitually “Habitually?” Is gossip an addiction? Are addictions beneficial? When a person is addicted to something, they are seeking something through the practice they are addicted to. They are getting something out of it. Therefore the practice is basically self-serving.

How is gossip self-serving? What could I possibly get out of doing it? Actually there are many results I could be seeking. One might be seeking a feeling of importance;” I’m in the know, privy to things that no one else is in.” I’m seeking feelings of superiority. But why would I want or need such feelings of importance or superiority? Could it be because in reality I have “low self-esteem?

Once I began doing it, I become attached to the attention I get from it. It makes me feel good when others look to me for something. But, it doesn’t last. Sooner or later the feelings of low self-esteem come back, now made worse by a feeling of guilt for revealing something I shouldn’t have. The building up of ego was a temporary fix at best. I haven’t really helped myself by gossiping. Another reason for gossiping could be because I want someone else to look bad. This intention again is fueled by negative thoughts.

Perhaps I’m jealous of the person I’m gossiping about and I want others not to like him, so that I’ll appear better than him. This again is self-serving. But does it work, or is this anther temporary fix? Will jealously go away by doing this? Do I really become “better than” Someone by making him or her look bad in the eyes of others?

Is this not also being done as a result of my own” low self-esteem?” These are tough questions to even look at them I must have an open mind.

Self- honesties necessary as well. Maybe I feel that I have to warn somebody so they won’t be hurt. On rare occasions this might be true, but once again I must examine my motives carefully. This could be my mind justifying a self-serving action. It could be an attempt to manipulate the person I’m talking about. This seems to happen a lot in romantic relationships. If I feel you like another man a little “too much,” I may seek to make him look bad in your eyes due to my own jealously and feelings of insecurity.

Is this “right View” “right intentions,” “right speech?” When I began to look at gossip, I felt that I did not need to work on improving. I felt as if, compared to others, I was doing well. But still. I took some suggestions given to me It was suggested that I observe myself with regard to “listening” to gossip. I might be telling myself that I’m not a gossip, while enjoying listening to it. If no one listened to a gossip, to whom would they talk?

Another thing suggested, was to go one day without talking about anyone else unless the person is present. I thought this would be easy. Mindful observation of this proved to be enlightening. All day long I noticed my willingness to talk about others when they were not around. I couldn’t believe the frequency with which this occurred.

Mindfulness is necessary if I am to become aware of my speaking habits. These discoveries about myself were “rude awaking s.” But again this is a form of self awareness can lead to wonderful growth and honest relationships.

Self- honesty, coupled with willingness to change, has truly been a blessing to me as well as to those around me. My own feelings of guilt and shame have been replaced by feelings of self- worth, love and understanding.

My own suffering is relieved. I am not contributing to the suffering of others either. So there is much to think about with regard to speech, and it is directly connected to “right view” and “right intentions.” I can no longer speak thoughtlessly, selfishly, abusively to others if my speech is connected to the other folds of the “Eight Fold Path.” They are all interconnected”. (“The Noble Path Pg, 67”)


“Wow what a mouth full. I still am working on first learning and secondly implementing all of the things I have mentioned in these writing.

“Knowledge was inherent in all things. The world was a library….” (Chief Luther Standing Bear Oglala Sioux), “The Wisdom Of The Native Americans.”

So I search with a thirst for wisdom in all avenues available to me. I look in the worlds religions’ and in school I look in nature I look in myself.

“Look at me –I am poor and naked, but I am the chief of the nation. We do not want riches, but we do want to train our children right. Riches would do us no good. We do not want riches. We want peace and love.” “Red Cloud From the book entitled, The Wisdom Of The Native Americans.”

So Yoga is essentially a spiritual path for me that really leads to happiness.

“Empty yourself of everything: Let your mind be at peace. While ten thousand things rise and fall, the Self contemplates their return. Each of them grows and flourishes and then returns to the source. To return to the source is stillness, which is to fufil the way of nature. The way of nature is constant. Knowing consistcy is insight. ( Lao Tsu, TAO Te CHING ( 4thCentury BCE),Meditation,PG19”.

I learn more and more everyday, but the problem is that I forget. My body and mind get in the way of my spirit, so Yoga is a way for me to control My Ego, My body and it enriches my spirit. Yoga seems to me to encompass what the world’s religions have been teaching for years. And I feel that the message is simply, I love you if you love me, and I love you if you hate me, I love you.

This is of course easier to write on this paper than it is to really apply it to my life. But I do feel with enough practice I will attain it, and as they say, “pain is a great motivator.” Of course I would rather do the right thing willingly than have to go through all the pain it some times takes to get and keep my attention. But how I get there is not really of too much concern to me, the important thing is that I finally get there.

I hope you don’t feel that I think that love is on the other shore I know it is right here and right now, but I do feel that yoga is a good vessel to cross over to the other shore, even though I’m standing on it right now. The problem is I sometimes become afraid that I’ll lose what I have or not get something that I want. There are various ways for different people to cross over, and since I’m speaking of the cross I feel it would be a grave mistake for me to miss this point.

“The disciplines had forgotten to bring bread, except for the one loaf they had with them in the boat “Be careful,” Jesus warned them. “Watch out for the yeast of the Pharisees and that of Herod.” They discussed this with one another and said,” it is because we have no bread. “Aware of there discussion, Jesus asked them; Why are you talking about having no bread? Do you still not understand? Are your hearts hardened? Do you have eyes but fail to see, and ears but fail to hear? And don’t you remember?

When I broke five loaves for five thousand, how many basketfuls of pieces did you pick up?” “Twelve,” they replied. “And When I broke the seven loaves for the four thousand, how many basketfuls of pieces did you pick up?” They answered “Seven” He said to them Do you still not understand?”

So yes I still forget how blessed I am. I still get down, upset and pissed off. I am glad I am human, and I realize that I still have a lot of work to do on myself. I have to put this in the paper this is the coolest thing and here is the introduction.

I love religion it makes me realize that I am human, but I feel that it needs to change with our changing world.

“The religion of the future will be a cosmic religion. It should Transcend personal God and avoid dogma and theology. Covering both the natural and the spiritual, it should be based on a religious sense arising from the experience of all things natural and spiritual as meaningful unity. Buddhism answers that description. ..If there is any religion that could cope with modern scientific needs it would be Buddhism”. –Albert Einstein from Awakening The Buddha Within.

I really work very hard at keeping an open mind to new concepts, and I try very hard not to judge others people’s concepts. I guess I’m learning that it’s all o.k., and that we all will be all right.

I still have problems with others trying to rearrange my concepts so they will fit into there concepts of the world, but Once again I have been given an answer for that problem also.

“If one comes across a person who has been shot by an arrow, one does not spend time wondering about where the arrow came from, or the caste of the individual who shot it, or analyzing what type of wood the shaft is made of, or the manner which the arrowhead was fashioned.

Rather, one should focus on immediately pulling the arrow out.”-Shakyamuni, the Buddha, from The Art of Happiness, PG 246, HIS HOLINESS THE DALAI LAMA and HOWARD C. CUTTLER, M.D.

I am really grateful for the things that are occurring in my life today. I was brought up very well, I just felt like there was a puzzle that I couldn’t solve, and that was life.

It’s not that I had bad parents or that it’s a bad world it’s just that they don’t know any better.

So I feel every thing is finally going to be o.k. It’s been a very hard road for me to learn the lessons that I have learned. And I am not willing to go through the kind of suffering that I did.

So it truly is a very happy ending to sad story.

Where There Is Light, Paramahansa Yoganada copyright 1998, 2000 Self- Realization Fellowship.

Essential Teachings, His Holiness The Dalai Lama.

Living Buddha,Living Christ, ThichNhat Hanh copyright 1995.

When Things Fall Apart, Pema Chodron,copyright 1997.

The Noble Path Glen Perna, No copyright available

The Wisdom of the Native Americans, copyright 1999.


Meditation, Bill Anderton,2002.


Holy Bible, New international version,copyright 1973.


Awaking the Buddha Within, Lama Surya Das,copyright1997.

The Art of Happiness, HIS HOLINESS THE DALAI LAMA and HOWARD C. CUTTLER,M.D

Meditation in Recovery

Introduction



Meditation in recovery

is a workshop designed to help those who seek to take their recovery to another level.

Bill Wilson, co-founder of the first 12 Step Recovery Program, said in later years that 12 step work was only the beginning of true spiritual growth.

He referred to 12 Step Recovery as “Spiritual Kindergarten.”

He felt that continued effort on our part was necessary in order to truly practice Spiritual Principles “in all our affairs.”

In the 11th Step, meditation is given as one of the methods to improve.

How can we use this technique to enhance our “Spiritual Awakening” and improve our practice of “Spiritual Principles?”

How can meditation help in this restoration?

How does the mind affect the feelings and emotions, which seem to prompt our actions?

Can meditation help us to see how our mind works?

Can seeing how our mind works actually lead to changes in our feelings and emotions?

Will this affect our actions?

What about the consequences we experience as a result of our actions?

Can a change in thinking actually affect these?

All these questions have answers.

The answers deal with “Sanity.” What is sanity?





“Still crazy after all these years”




Step two says ” (We) came to believe that a power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity.”

Is this true?

Does my thinking, my speech, my actions, indeed my life indicates a restoration to sanity?

We often hear maybe have even said “I’m still crazy after all these years.”

What does this say about Step 2? Does it mean that Step 2 is somehow not true?

We often hear the phrase “My mind is a dangerous neighborhood.”

Although this is understandable in the early days of recovery, should it still be this way after years of recovery?


“Does it have to remain this way” may be a better question? Has sanity, at least a measure of it, been restored?

If I have not been restored to sanity, at least is some measure, how can I help someone else in this respect?


What message am I passing on to the newcomers in Recovery?

But, if I am still crazy, what can I do to improve my own sanity?

Step 2 says that a power greater than ourselves “could” restore us to sanity.

Why “could” instead of “would?” It is because we have a part in it too?

We have to be willing. We have to do the work, which allows the sanity to be restored.

We have to be open-minded enough to try something new and different.

We can try meditation as one of the tools of restoration.

The Mind

In what ways are we “insane” “crazy?”


Don’t we really mean “caught up in things” like fear, anxiety, impatience, anger, resentment, rage, jealousy, lust, insecurity, obsession, compulsion, sadness, grief, despair, confusion, delusion, low self-esteem or self-righteousness.



What are these things? They are all “conditions/states of mind.”


It all begins in the mind, our thoughts, ideas, concepts, beliefs and our ignorance.

Everything traces back to the mind.

How does this happen?

It begins with a sensation. We all have senses. Some of us have use of full complement of them, some have only partial use.

Senses like touch, taste, smell, sight, sound and consciousness. When we sense something through one of these gifts a “sensation” occurs. This “sensation” notifies the mind.

The mind can observe it and move on to the next moment or cause a reaction.

The same is true for the sense of smell, sound and taste. Through consciousness we can remember it and move on, or it can cause a reaction.

Through consciousness we can project, speculate on what we think may happen in the future.

We project a sensation of some kind. This can bring a feeling, an emotion into existence.

This can feel like insanity. This is insanity. The past is over, and the future we cannot accurately predict.


Some sensations produce “natural reactions.” When we feel heat, we pull back, etc. These are natural. However, if sensations are producing thoughts that are causing emotions to arise, this is where the “craziness” could be “nipped in the bud” and we could prevent most of the “craziness” from every beginning.


We can use mediation to observe this process in action and to begin to develop the necessary meditative awareness in order to “Practice the Principles in all our affairs.”

Our mind can go from a “dangerous neighborhood” to a very nice place to be, a place conducive to practicing principles like acceptance, patience, tolerance, kindness, understanding, compassion, surrender, humility, powerlessness, courage, forgiveness, open-mindedness, honesty, willingness and love toward ourselves and others.


When we learn to stem the tide of “craziness” we can also learn how to use meditative awareness to re-direct our thoughts to the Spiritual Principles we want to practice. This is true sanity, “practicing these Principles in all our affairs.”

The mind is an incredible “thinking machine.” If we understand and use it properly, it can be an asset rather than a liability.

So, how can we use the wonderful tool of meditation to achieve the “meditative awareness” that leads to sanity. Let’s begin the lifelong process now!

STOP, OBSERVE and RETURN

We will begin with what I call Stop, Observe and Return

STOP: In order to stop the thought process long enough to begin to develop meditative awareness, we will give the mind something to focus on, namely: the breath.

First we simply take a few deep breaths, breathing slowly and deliberately.

As we breathe in, long and deep, we say to ourselves “I’m breathing in.” as we exhale, slowly and deliberately, we say to ourselves I’m breathing out.”

On the in – breath we feel the sensation of breathing in. Feel the air coming in through the tip of our nostrils and filling up the diaphragm, the lungs, and the entire body, on the out breath we feel the sensation of the air leaving the entire body, especially the lungs and the diaphragm. Get it all out!

If you like, you can picture the in breath as white, purity and the in breath as dirty, dingy, and brownish in color, impurity.

We are breathing in positive, pushing out the negative.
After a few deep breath, come back to natural breathing, still feeling the sensations of breathing, still saying “I’m breathing in I’m breathing out.”


Focus in these things. This is meditation.

Observe: you should be able to do the first part for a while, stopping the mind from wandering; but then it will start.

As thoughts begin to arise, you will soon notice that you have left the focus of breathing and you don’t even know why or how it happened.

Don’t be bothered by this. Just observe it when it takes place, then let it go.

The thought has arisen, now let it cease. Don’t judge it as good or bad, right or wrong, just let it go. How do I let it go?

Return: return to your breathing. “I’m breathing in, I’m breathing out,.” Feel the breath going in and out, picture the color and nature of each.

Stop! Observe! Return!

Then just repeat this process for a few minutes. You can extend the length of time gradually.

If you feel like you are wasting your time, this is a case of the mind taking you somewhere that leads to “craziness.”

Just return your focus once again. Meditation is a form of discipline that yields good fruit.


Practice, Practice, Practice! You are beginning the process that leads to “Meditative Awareness.”

Scholars, drunk on words and obscure meanings,
Weave a tangled web of concordances.
Simple practice never occurs to them.
Give up education, and the world will be better.

There are many who seek God through the intellect. They revel in thousands of concordances, seek similarities in all the world’s religions, conduct learned discourses for enthralled audiences. But they would reach the truth faster if they tied their thoughts to experience.
The intellect is inherently dualistic. It makes distinctions and creates new connections between concepts and calls that “meaning.” This type of analytical thinking is extremely limited in the face of God, which is not fully rational, not fully quantitative, not fully describable. Though most followers of God are learned, they also realize that the intellect is but one aspect in what must be a multifaceted approach to God.
It is said one must give up education, not because we should be dumb, but because we must seek a level of conscious beyond intellect. We must study, but not to the point that emphasis on experience and meditation is lost. If we can combine the intellect and direct experience with our meditative mind, then there will be no barrier to the wordless perception of reality.