I feel really good this week. It seem like things are falling into place (atleast for the time being). Yesterday I had a brief moment of insanity where I almost bought a bottle, I didn't, then I sat in my car wondering "what the heck", and came to the conclusion that I sabotage myself. I sat there and went through my thought process, and the only justification I could come up with (for the insanity) was that, things were good, and everytime they're good, I think I can have a little drink, and control myself, and buy one little bottle (nobody will ever know, right?).....I can prove that I can handle and be a casual drinker.....WOW, I am so glad I snapped out of those thoughts quickly. I can never have one drink, I can't control myself, I will never buy just ONE bottle, and believe me, EVERYONE will know!! I am very excited, this was really the first time that I didn't buy a bottle and made a conscieus and real decison why I didn't want to. Feels very good, and today is another good day with my son because I didn't drink yesterday. 
