I am happy to say that I am still without a drink since my last blog. I think the last time I drank I went overboard, and I haven't felt the "want" since I got over that episode. I'm feeling very emotional lately, everything makes me want to cry, it's not all sadness either, I look at my son and think about how much he's grown and I want to cry, I'm a bit of a basketcase, but it's ok, atleast I'm having all these emotions sober and dealing with them in a productive way. I've recently starting working from home, doing network marketing, and it has shone a new light on things. Now I'm just babbling, I'm happy though, feeling good even when I'm feeling down. It's weird, but I feel like this might be the time that sticks with me and my recovery, I'm praying and staying postive everyday, being grateful for everything god has blessed me with and don't want to mess it up anymore.
