Hi guys its almost that time again where a lot of reflection is starting to run through my mind
it is almost 3 years and 11 monthhs from my last drink, to think i had this fear that my alcohol abuse would eventually kill me and yet i had no way out, or so i thought
Life never runs smoothly for anyone never mind us who have an addiction of some sort, yet i now have tools to deal with all the things that come my way
take my place of work, at the moment there are vast changes that may or may not lead to me loosing my livelyhood and its not of my doing but i understand that i am powerless over this and have no fear in what may be ahead
i have came to believe that i can do the simple things that will help me
i can keep going to meetings, i can keep talking to my friends and my sponser, i can get up in the morning with a clear head i can conduct myself in a respectfull manner whatever is thrown my way
Sure there are times when i still feel anger but it is how i react to this that is more importent, i believe in me and i know i can practice the principals that have been given to me
my life has so much going on in it yet it has a simple thread running right through it
keep it simple