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a god-(God) of MY understanding?
Posted On 12/13/2009 00:21:32 by OldSchool777

Hey folks,

   As this Christmas holiday appraoches, I look back and think about God or is it Jesus Christ. See (for me) G.O.D. isn't as relational as Jesus is and was. We hear so much about those who were quick to shove religion down peoples throats, but not much about those who were persistent in approaching us with the God of our Salvation. The thousands of missionaries all over the world who sacrifice the comforts of living in the United States, to spread the Good News a.k.a. the Gospel, not to mention those who die on a daily basis to spread this same message of hope. For (myself) I'm glad that those folks who came down to that Red Light district that I worked at for over 20 years, hardly ever missed a Saturday. They never had me burning in the flames every other week, but the God they introduced me too was not a God of my understanding, but was the God of the Bible. If He had been a God that I desired to understand, I would have made Him a creampuff that allowed me to get away with most anything as long as I tried not to be a bad boy again!

    I'm glad they let me know that besides all the grace, love mercy and whipped cream, the God they knew required something back. A relationship with Himself. and a thing called accountibility and repentance, which was a gift that He would give me, if I was sincere in wanting to change. I'm so glad I didn't have a God of my understanding or making, for He would have been a God with no accountibility. Can't be accountible to a tree or a group conscienciousness. 

   I do remember the Pastor on the other corner who was out there with a megaphone every Saturday night who had us all heading to the Lake of Fire if we didn't get right with G.O.D. Most people looked at him as a fanatic. Just like there are fanatics in many things. Even in AA we have those who are fanatical in their approach to the Program. One gentleman told me that the Church of Philadelphia in the Book of Revelation is Recovery. Another meeting I used to attend, some of the older guys there acted as if it was their personal meeting.

   I thank God for the group of people who came down to the Block for 14 years investing in all thosae who worked down there and were persistant enough that they never gave up on me. I'm glad I met a God who was love, patience, longsuffering, but also didn't allow me to use grace as a licience to keep doing what I was doing. I didn't mind being accountible, I mean we do in a way reap what we sow to an extent. Or, what goes around comes around. 

   Yes, just as there are religious fanatics, there are fanatics in all types of walks of life. In Grace Overcomers ( a 12 step recovery program with Jesus Christ) as our higher power, thanks the Lord for programs like AA and NA and those many rooms which introduced people to God and many have found the God of the Bible as their Higher Power.

Jer 31:18-19 "18 I have surely heard Ephraim bemoaning himself thus; Thou hast chastised me, and I was chastised , as a bullock unaccustomed to the yoke: turn thou me, and I shall be turned ; for thou art the LORD my God. 19 Surely after that I was turned , I repented ; and after that I was instructed , I smote upon my thigh: I was ashamed , yea, even confounded , because I did bear the reproach of my youth."

   "TURN THOU ME AND I WILL BE TURNED" 

    The above verses are kind of how it went for me. There had to be a willingness to be turned. [2) we came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity, so 3) we made a decision to turn our will and our life over to the care of God] "Surely after that I was turned, I repented, after that I was instructed." 

 

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From: OldSchool777
12/14/2009 22:22:37


KeithB wrote:


Glad you have something that you understand and is personal to you today. May all find the same "spirit" and reality for themselves.


KEITH,


Thank-you for those words of encouragement. If  you noticed I put the words (for me) in paraphasis for the fact that I know that everything isn't for everyone. I was in a super mega-church that had knocked on literally every door in Baltimore City once and were going for their second time around. Though many called it going out and soul winning, it was way more than that if it was even that at all. It was blocking the entire city into certain blocks. Thewn there would be a group of Christians responsible for their block for at least one year.


    We went out and invested in peoples lives, not shove religion down their throats. We found out what their needs were and brought them things like food and clothes and furniture and diapers. In a way, we became part of their community. I'll never forget this one older gentleman who would see us coming up the street and close his door and when we would knock on it, he would shout "go away, there is nothing for you here" After 10 months of being persistant, just trying to find out if he had a need, or wanted someone to pray for him, we got out of our cars one day and who came running to meet our Senior Pastor, but this man. He had tears in his eyes and ask if just a few of us could come in and spend sometime with him. You see, his wife had passed away the night before and she was a Christian. He wanted us to pray with him and he said that she had told him over and over that he needed to be "born-again" AS Nicodemus, our Pastor explained what that entailed and he was gloriously saved in church that night, got baptized, and got very much involved in the bus ministry.


   NO religion shoved down his throat, just investing in a community of people who were in need. WE walked through neighborhoods that I used to go through when I wasn't in recovery, but now, doing the right thing, I was bold, but not so bold as to scare people away from Jesus. Just shared the truth.


   Again thanks again Keith B, what you said means a great, deal coming from you.  Shalom   Oldschool777 


 


 


 


 



From: KeithB
12/13/2009 17:06:45

Glad you have something that you understand and is personal to you today. May all find the same "spirit" and reality for themselves.





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