I am Reading From The Doctor's Opinion on page xxix of the Big Book. Of all of types of alcoholics, I was a type of the drinker took a drink a day.
I especially this type of drinker. I drank becuase I had a craving that was beyond my mental control. I also drank because I liked the feeling of getting the mix of the Adderall and getting high.
From the Wives on page 109 of AA Book, I was the alcoholic that lacked of control and I got often out of hand when drinking. I drank in the morning. I got remorseful after serious drinking bouts. I thought that I could drink moderately next time. Oh boy was I fooled.
The funny thing is that I drank alone like any sloshful alcoholic. During the height of my drinking days, I was an just average social drinker. But get in my room, I plow throw a couple of bottles of wines.
I could continued this habit, but I had to drink in the morning. One day I got drunk and went to work. That day was my salvation, the day that I decided throw away to the bottle for good.
That is my experience. What type of alcoholic were you?
