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I Was That Type of Alcoholic
Posted On 10/11/2009 19:43:01 by discocrisco
I am Reading From The Doctor's Opinion on page xxix of the Big Book. Of all of types of alcoholics, I was a type of the drinker took a drink a day.

I especially this type of drinker. I drank becuase I had a craving that was beyond my mental control. I also drank because I liked the feeling of getting the mix of the Adderall and getting high.

From the Wives on page 109 of AA Book, I was the alcoholic that lacked of control and I got often out of hand when drinking. I drank in the morning. I got remorseful after serious drinking bouts. I thought that I could drink moderately next time. Oh boy was I fooled.

The funny thing is that I drank alone like any sloshful alcoholic. During the height of my drinking days, I was an just average social drinker. But get in my room, I plow throw a couple of bottles of wines.

I could continued this habit, but I had to drink in the morning. One day I got drunk and went to work. That day was my salvation, the day that I decided throw away to the bottle for good.

That is my experience. What type of alcoholic were you?



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From: flowerchildofjc
10/13/2009 00:20:07

One was too many, and a thousand was never enough......



From: Nia
10/12/2009 07:22:23

Used to be a daily drinker for sure and certain-full of denial and black outs.... Nia



From: thom
10/12/2009 02:38:51

i was the binge drinker only refraining when i had no cash or my body couldn't handle any more, but yet i still would try to force a drink, like you i reached my gutter and that was my turning point and only after i smashed any idea that i could drink with any safety could i move on


we are the fortunate ones



From: DennisS
10/12/2009 00:59:51

One that, by the grace of God and Acoholics Anonymous, is still upright and breathing today. Tis a really good thing for this drunk...


Dennis



From: Philip
10/11/2009 23:58:58

what kind do you need ?





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