Hi Everyone
Thank you all for the lovely comments that you leave regularly i really appreciate them, life for me now seems so surreal i could never have imagined being able to live a full life without the burden of self but yet i am! as someone once said to me "Live the dream "
to be contented is worth more to me than anything in this world and sure it has it's ups and it's downs, so how do i deal with the downs well for me it is a matter of living the downs and remembering it will pass and it does how would i be able to live through crisis unless i live through it making mistakes teaches me loads.
Recently i have been able to be the man i allways wanted to be ,honest,compassionete and all the things that go along with being a decent human being
i see so much pain and badness in my daily life and yet i am powerless over these things and i don't want to go on some crusade to save the world my main priorety is to stay sober and try help whenever i can marching into someones life proclaiming "I'll save you " is not the way for me
as ever i am humbled daily by things that happen simple acts of kindness from people who have been to h*ll? and back but i have also seen this in people who dont suffer from any addiction problems
whatever you bieleve in for me one thing is sure i will be ever greatfull for what i have and some of what i don't have
Thomas x
