Yesterday made 3 weeks since my last use of painkillers, and my suboxone induction. The suboxone is doing it's job wonderfully - physically I feel great, and my cravings are almost non exsistent.
Emotionally and spiritually I've made very little progress, though. Yesterday was my first real appointment with my counselor at an out patient program I am involved in now. He gave me a worksheet with some "homework" that includes listing 3 big problems I want to tackle. I'm pretty intimidated. I'm also nervous about my first group meeting tonite.