do you ever feel that life is more then you can handle? i lost my job to a swimming flop, i tore a muscle in my leg, couldnt afford to go to doctors, that was 3 weeks ago. i am looking for a job but very little is out there. im trying to keep the faith, im looking for a new church, praying more. i miss being in fla. my friends and foundation is there. me and my family are ready, but we cant, no money. just got a truck 3 months ago, on verge of losing it. but hay we all lose things in life to gain more in trust of jesus christ. just feels like ev erything i work hard for is falling apart. one good thing 6 years sober 22nd of july.