I gotta say, recovery is amazing! I have been given the gift of hope. I get the chance to travle and speak all over the place sharing the message of hope you have given me and with all that said I guess I forgot I'm just another addict...I couldnt understand how I could be in pain Lol...its funny now but in the moment not so much. Wonder why we hold ourselvs to such a high standard, I wonder why with almost 5 years clean I can love you wherever you are but think I need to be somewhere else...I guess I need to give myself a break and realize I'm human and that I'm going to go through stuff and that my Pain can become Happyness when I realize that I'm just another addict...Thanks for reading my rambleings, I hope you have had a great day and understand that recovery isn't about getting through the storm....Recovery is about learning how to dance in the rain......
Nia
