Hello out there in 12 step land!!!! greetings from the land of Grace. I just wrote to a friend here on MRS (did I get that right?)...."I need to remember days like this. When I get down, I need to remember that sooner or later God will do the Grace thing for me." Things are good today, I am abstinent (and grateful) for today. I got today covered!!
There is just this warning I did to myself. I tend to embellish. God decided I would be good at expressing myself...it was HP's idea, not my achievement. Sometimes I want to take the actual, get-real truth and pretty it up even more. I think it is related to my disease..the "cant get enough" disease that makes me (or is a result of my addictions. ) So I had a talk with myself. I told myself to stay real, look at the "is" and not the "wanna be". The "is" is pretty darn good today. Why do I want to take it away from the land of truth to the dark place of exaggeration and not really exactly true? Why do I need to do that? So I am being as real as I can be. I will be simple. Life is really good today. I think about what it feels like to be me. I really examine that. Today I feel light, hopeful, grateful and have more than usual energy. That is exactly how it is. I am so blessed.
Keep shining on, folks. Bless all of your hearts.
Love and hugs,
Nancy
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