Damn, i have 18 months clean now! I havent had over, maybe, a week since i was 15. This is truly a miracle and gift!   Gonna make this short, cus most of yal lived it too.   I started out like most..weed and alcohol. Wanted something different, so i tried pills. Liked them a LOT. Kept going with those until my tolerance was off the chain. Discovered Oxy Contin. Was hooked in no time. Then, i found the most evil drug ever made. Crack. Gave away, my home, truck, almost my son, my hope, self respect, future, pride, brain cells! Hit my bottom when my 14 yr old son found me passed out beside the commode in my own throw up. All he said was " this is my f------ life and walked away like i was nothing. I heard this from my sister. I dont remember. THAT is NO way to live! Went to detox, treatment, a halfway house then stayed in that city, cus if i had gone back home, i would have been gone, again. No more! Now, i am involved in NA, i have my own place with my son, a car, the same job for 2 yrs, but most of all i have hope and pride. Im still trying to figure out who i am cus i really never knew, and trying to live life on lifes terms without 'needing' drugs to 'take off the edge. Its a process...and im doing it!! Yay ME!!!

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