Today I dont want to write. Not proud of my food. Didn't do my 11th step, no quiet time. No calls. Did go to a meeting. Did meet with someone I sponsor. Faked it.
God are you there? Please take over...I am headed for a mess and I cant do this on my own.
I'm committing on this site to calling my sponsor tomorrow. And if she isn't there I'm keeping on calling till I get someone. No meetings in this area tomorrow.
I didn't hurt anyone today. I am afraid of my food behavior..consequences thereof...I am not angry at anyone except myself for crappy eating...didn't reach out to HP till this journal entry.
I'm giving up. I needed to spew...could've skipped this tonight but I am glad I didn't .
Tags: 10th Step
