I was talking to a friend tonight and said that Im not in recovery for anything because I quit drinking a long long time ago, but I guess that can never really be true I just dont have to think about it any more like I did when I quit drinking. And I know that the temptation to drink is only there when I see the pretty bottles. Ya that sounds pretty silly but I was always attracted to the cool bottles. I started drinking very young, and quit a long time ago, but when I did drink I drank a lot and all the time. I had to learn how to be not drinking. Its just not so hard now its rare that I ever think of drinking at all. There are some cues that still trigger the idea but it does not last long. Its some times hard to find friends because you do not drink.....
I am content tonight had the wind in my face and looked at the city lights from the top of a beautiful green mountian, (thank you that was really special), and I had forgotten what it was like to go out at night its so beautiful.
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