It is so nice to really be home! Back at the meetings in Portland I love! Scullys, Back into the steps! my family is here my baby girl is having a baby makeing me a grampa! I just need to find work get through this life. I went over the road Truck driving and went out of my mind in a bad way! I was unstable not working the steps not going to meetings and just trying to do things my way, well once agian my ass fell off and I am serious about my recovery. I have spent many years doing nothing in recovery and resting on my luarells (bad speller). Thank GOD this is a day at a time program and I don't need to hold up some long term sobriety image! I will be 24 years Clean & sober in 10 more days (god willing) and it is just 1 day at a time, that is all there is, today right now! I am now on a 4th step and have not done one for over ten years,,,,, guess I thought I was all better
well I certainly am not better! Just another drunk just like any of you! my arigance (bad speller) has kicked my ass I sure hope I am done with that arrigant egotistical crap I have been feeding myself!
Time to be complete. Phuck this "my truth bullshyt!" How about the truth what really is now. The Truth is the Truth! If you think it is yours and can anyway be different then anothers then somone is not in truth! Probibly both of us!
