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Posted On 04/15/2009 00:47:19 by dusty

Been a ruff couple days. No real reason. Just have the desire to drink. Bad desire..Im home..safe..talked to my support system and am ok. Set back... perhaps...reality--- yes.

I don't do losing well...nor being in this much pain..damn im angry!

...on some hidden level I have felt that I'm really not that bad, the steps trully are for others albiet I am engaged... and there are other addicts much worse than me...so much for being humble! man what a load of rubbish(insert PC word here)...another perverted way of my addiction/demon to break me ....

this to shall pass...hopefully

thanks for the ear....

Dusty

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From: KeithB

04/16/2009 10:32:39 Dusty- hard to believe if you walk like a duck, quack like a duck, then YOU might be a duck not an eagle! The life of a duck ain't bad, not a losers life, but a happy life acceptiing what you are! luv

From: Bob777

04/15/2009 21:33:42 None of us has to be more than, or less than, to reap the benefits of recovery. All we need t do is recognize the similarities The bottom doesn't have to be jails, institutions, or death. All it has to be is enough, enough is enough. No one but you can tell you when you've finally had enough. Hang in there. Bob

From: Philip

04/15/2009 08:15:03 My sponsor is forever reminding me. That no one said that this was going to be easy.

From: DennisS

04/15/2009 07:07:36 Dusty - Hang in there. You're worth it... YF, Dennis

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