Im sober 60 days..Im so grateful..I find it hard to contain myself. Thanks to my higher power, family, my group and you. I know I will not go back but do remain / contain in my position of one day at a time...
I ask myself do I feel better? the expected answer is h*ll? yah! and well the answer is h*ll? yah! notwitstanding there are issues that I am left with which has underpined my drinking...in my minds eye / heart...I now know I have to deal with these things.
For today...tomorrow....I will take my win, live to fight another day and be the man that I have faked to society for so long whilst I hid in my addictions shadow....
Sobering...
Dusty