So That is the source of my sadness- I am afraid: my spirit is going to be
stuck in limbo after I pass away- unless I completely succeed at letting go of
all my addictions-(never mind: turning it over and letting go!)
That is what I heard loud and clear, in my meditation this morning.
A younger part of me is absolutely terrified: " Never good enough"
That syndrome trying to raise its ugly head, for the zillionth time .
Well- & that is why I have been teary on and off for the past 10 days...
I could hardly sing in Church-( Not that I can hit notes anymore)
My strength and hope says" Just pray and try to stay willing!"
Be honest and do the footwork-
I have managed to do the first steps surrounding it-
If I can reach my sponsor I'll share all this with her.....
Blessings, Nia
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