Hi all,
I guess this as good a place as any to spill your guts. Many years ago, 22 to be exact, I finally was blessed with the son I had been praying for for 5 years. After 3 weeks his mom who was a biker when I met her in a Pagan bar as a dancer. She was sleeping on the floor of a friends house and already had one nson named John who I toook in as my own. After having my son, she decided that I was the wrong color and she decided that she wanted to be around all black guys and mostly pushers. She left me and my son at 3 weeks of age and I didn't see her until a year and a half. I let her come stay because I was stupid enough to believe that a child should always have the chance to be with his/her mother.
Bottom line after I raisedd my son 8 months, she kidnapped my biological son. By the time I got him back it he was about 18-20 months old. Well, I took my son back and meanwhile she was running the streets while I was a single parent. Well word got back to me that Cindy was pregnant again. When I spoke to her on the phone I ask if I could be the dad, and she stated "I could be." Well, she got into some trouble and went to prison. She ask if I would help taking the baby, since he could be mine and all.
He was bi-racial so I knew he wasn't mine, but when he was born in prison, he was given my middle name, my dad's middle name and our family name for his last name. Fast forward to 3 years ago. His brother called and ask if I could take him in for a while. He promised to help, but the young man needed a place to stay of he was going into D.S.S. During this time I taught him how to be a man, he was never taught anything. His step dad for 11 yewars was a mechanic, yet he came to me at 15 and didn't even know how to check the oil or put gas in a vehicle. I taught him many principles and virtues and gave him many chances to start again. I introduced him to the Lord, got him to clean up for almost 2 years straight.
I got him from failing miserably in school to passing well enough to join a sports team. Pooor guy had underlying issues, physical abuse from his mom, a older brother who was the "The Golden Boy" He lied constantly about school grades and how far along he was advancing. Meanwhile he was falling further away. &nb sp; &nb sp; &nb sp; &nb sp; I informed him that this was his last chance and even though it seems like he has all the time in the worl, he was walking a high wire. Well now I'm the piece of crap, I'm the jackass because I won't allowhim to return here. I love him, but he ate me out of house and home, constantly lied to me, pulled all types opf schemes on me. Now he hates me, he, wants nothing to do with me because as he puts it, I abandoned him in Pittsburg and now he has no place to go. I thought maybe all his homeboys that he met on the bus who were smoking herb with him everyday, he could shack up with him!
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Tags: For My Stepson Who Told Me He Hates Me Tonight
