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Posted On 03/14/2009 09:06:41 by Nia

I wouldn't really consider it a case of Poor Me's-

I woke up this morning and did my prayers and meditation.

As I was journaling I discovered part of me was sad-

I started following the thread....my 'Friends' -in AA and out,

feel like "part time". We all have so many commitments-

My sponsor is a lovely person who supports me whenever possible-

(mainly my program which brought me back to steps, traditions...)

My side of the street has been swept, now,- and my partner

in marriage is a great comfort & good friend when he isn't exhausted.

HP is nearby and I do reach out, as my day goes along...

I have been reaching out often in fellowship, at meetings, phone; and

I know this will pass- Yet right now part of me is crying and

my whisper is Please: "A Best friend & /or/ a sister ?"

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03/14/2009 12:15:23 This was touching. Thanks for sharing.

03/14/2009 11:40:14 I can relate. Good to know you're not alone in thinking that. Love and hugs for youuuuuuu! Jessie

03/14/2009 11:05:42 Yes, I can relate also. One thing that it has done over the years for me (when I can be sensitive to it) is to treasure the small ways in which I can find connection with those in my circle. But it often does leave me with a taste of wanting something deeper. But maybe that is the way of growth. Thanks for sharing this truth of your heart with us.

03/14/2009 10:47:31 . The age of miracles is still with us. Our own recovery proves that! Nothing assures sobriety more then working with others!! Philip

03/14/2009 09:44:46 Nia - I too find that sponsor and sponsee's, spouses and sober friends still leave something missing at times. A kndrid spirit, perhaps. I guess we both need to pray for patience... Hugs, Dennis

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