My prayer for 2009 is that my ALO will embrace the opportunity that he has been given and run with it for a more positive and productive year. He has just landed a job,which I am sooo very proud of him. I pray that this will be a new beginning for him to become more self sufficent and independent from "asking for financial help" from others. I believe in him....the challenge is him believing in himself and trusting in his HP....to be patient enough to wait for his HP to show him the direction he needs to go. Hopefully, this will also bring back the frame of mind for him to embrace his recovery and start working it actively again. I pray that once he returns to his program that he and I will be able to work our way back to each other once again. Right now, we are nuturing our Friendship, but I will share with you all....this man is my heart and I'm still in love with him and would love nothing more than to have a happy and healthy future with him. But I know that its up to God,The Father,what HIS WILL is for our lives. It remains to be seen and I'll continue to pray for only the best for us both.
thank you for letting me share.....God Bless us all!!!!