Well another christmas is apon us and i wi be giving thanks and praise for all i have in my life some peace some contentment whats the answer i really don't know
All i know is lots of changes have taken place in me, my faith has never been stronger i have no desire to direct everything in life i think my big mistake was looking for happiness and a cure when all along i took for granted the simple things like being alive and accepting what i am
as of now is what i am meant to be
Sure not looking over my sholder or saying sorry for everything i did all the time has been a factor i get on with my life one foot in front of the other and deal in whatever way i can with anything that crops up in proper way
and in the past as you have read in previous blogs searched for somthing that significant other to be with but you know what it will happen if it's ment to
well need to go it's past my bed time
just like to wish you all a happy and peacefull christmas and a lets look foward to living sober in the new year
god bless
