So,today went well. I was surprised at the response to my blog the other day because I was actually in a good frame of mind and was trying to say how well things were going.It showed me how skewed my reference points are because of all your responses.I am starting from zero on this personal analysis and fearless inventory because my life has been filled with fear.Fear of not fitting in when I was younger,fear of not being smart enough,fear of getting arrested,fear of loss.My fear has made me not live my life.It has made me turn away from things that could have made me a better ,more aware person.It has made me lose touch with what I want to have happen.I dont talk about my feelings well because I never thought they mattered to anyone.Including myself.Thank you for all of your good thoughts and words,it makes me realize that people do care about how I feel.What is happening to me now is starting to know that I am loved and worthy of that love.
Peace,Donovan
