these last few weeks have been a mess. my mom found out about my dad sexually abusing me. she found out from a DSS worker. the DSS worker came to our house at 10 pm. i was terified that i was going to be taken away from my mom. i was shaking uncontrolably. i called my basketball coach because he is the only one i really talk to. he told me that he called them but they werent supposed to come that night. ounce he told me that i burst into tears. i couldnt controle it. now i have had to go tell people what happened over and over again. im on anti-depression to because i kept thinking of suicide. everyone keeps telling me that i am strong....but they dont know just how weak i am.
