before i realised i was an alcholic i guess i was much like every 1 else looking down my nose at the guy on the street with his can thinking " poor bas***d look at him at keast i aint that bad" but now i look at him and think " god poor bloke i hope he gets better cos i know how it feels to be chasing oblivion"
today i realised that the samew prejuces towards people with a drink or drug addiction still exsist.
I went for a job interview and was doing really well so i thought , until they asked me " have you ever been sacked from a job"
now i could lie and say nope , never have , never will be and get the job but in my heart know i wasnt entirely honest.
Or i could tell them the truth , yes i did get scaked from one job, due to the fact I had split with my girlfriend, strat drinking alot and missed work because of it
so honesty always pay does it ??? nope , not a bit of it i didnt get the job purely on that , in fact as it is through an agnecy i dont even have any way of doing a thing
right now im not annoyed, im not angry , i am absoultyly bloody fuming
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