My name is Heather. My life...wow. where do I begin? Well I am one of six kids. I have had a pretty hard family life but it could be worse. My mom and dad are in the middle of a divorce because my dad was cheating on her and because he blames my mom for everything he was unhappy about. He told me ounce that he was never happy with her. That he was misserable form the begining. I always wonder why he would stay with her and have six kids but then I always reminde myself that God has a reason for it. Anyways, yeah so my dad is leaving. Im releived that he is to. He physically and sexually abuses me. ofcourse this isnt the first time either. I was sexually abused by two guys who i thought were my friends. and I mean like brother and sister kind of relationship....or atleast I thought it was. I have also been raped. Its been hard dealing with these things...and i have gotten in some situations that Im not to proud of and am dealing with extreme depression and suicidle thoughts. I am also cutter. Have been for awhile now. The thing is I dont want to do this anymore. I have been in recovery for about a month and let me tell you...it has been one of the hardes things ive ever done but Im proud to say that I am going to be sticken with it. No matter what.
