I can see the moon through my bedroom window, and it's almost full. Maybe in 2 days.
I'm listening to The Killers live version of Sam's Town over and over which is kinda making me cry a bit and I feel like I'm going F***ing mad.
I haven't slept in a long time, it's 1.15am I'm still drinking coffee and smoking ciggies and I wanna drink and I wanna hit someone and I wanna hurt myself and I wanna hug from my ex girlfriend and I wanna see my kids and I wanna stop my head from doing what it's doing and the moon is almost full and I'm scared. And defiant. And angry. I'm gonna put this out. Cos this doesn't feel as though it's ever gonna go away.
