Well I have to admit that today I am feeling much better. I actually have a plan now, so that is a first step. I was reminded today watching Josh Grobans video "Don't Give Up, You Are Loved." That yes I am loved, and that whatever reason God has for giving me this burden, only He truly knows. It is not my job to question Him, only to trust in Him, have faith.
So my current situation lies in God's hands and I am free to leave and go camping tomorrow with the assurance that God will guide me to my next step. As for the camping I AM EXCITED. 3 days out in nature. Walks throught the woods, and everything. It could not have come at a better time. God must have known that I would need a break. My hubby has a birthday suprise for me on Saturday, and he is taunting me about it, lol! What a child I am, almost as bad as the one who can't wait to open their birthday presents.
Well I wanted to let you all know that I appreciate the encouragement and the prayers you have shown me, in what has been a very difficult time.
I am so thankful to be a part of this community.
Shannon
P.S. I like to stick my tongue out, it is kind of funny LOL!