The wedding I went to, the bride danced with her daddy. I didn't cry, but I drank a lot.
I don't know what to do.
My mom seemingly has no clue what's going on. I confessed I drove home drunkish. She doesn't know I drink alone in the basement.
My boyfriend tried half-assedly to keep me from drinking. I don't think he knows what to do, or knows how to do it.
He's not perfect, and neither was my father.
I'm so scared of losing him. I miss my partner when he's not next to me, and I miss my daddy when he probably is next to me.
I should go to sleep.
