Went backwards during the last week. A lesson well learned.. But I'm back on track.
Thanks to all who have supported me here, you are blessings...
I've been discovering a great deal about myself, my addictions, my cycles, my triggers and my HP. Daily journaling has really helped me, Step 4 certainly is as well.
I am starting to overcome my fears in my head, I need to action them more often now.
I am getting the professional help I need thanks to the strength of my HP's guidance, my faith will continue to guide me.
I took a job with hours that was going to cause me to see my youngest daughter much less. I prayed for guidance. I created a list of goals, long term, short term, baby steps and prioritised the things in my life. It was a casual position and I quit.
Nervous about it as I need to work I was happy to have taken the risk. It really didn't suit where I am and what I need in my life at the moment. I told my daughter that I think I should look for a better job, one where I could see her more often. She then told me her out of scool care centre is looking for staff. I called them, they are looking for a part time co-ordinator and casual staff. I have 5 years experience as centre co-ordinator. I have applied and things are very positive so far.
The return of my faith continues to guide me, time will tell if I get the job, it comforts me to know that either way my HP will light the way...
Gos Bless...
