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working thru the pain, shame
Posted On 07/26/2008 09:41:14 by jodyB

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i am here.... i continue to struggle with grief, shame, and going thru the pain.  (sorry about the underlining...cant seem to turn it off)

i am learning. albeit very slowly... that there is healing i just need to walk into the shyame and pain... and the healing comes..because, others have gone before me... and others will come after me.  my healing comes not from the pain and growth of others.... but is accentuated by the hope and faith and gifts of others... mainly my hope comes from the LORD....

"i will lift my eyes unto the hills.... from when  comes my help..... my Help comes from the Lord who made heaven and earth." Ps 121: 1-2

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y7OzU6FgHC0


i have to deliver papers today... so i must go.  about 7 hrs of work... and iam late... again

thannk you all for your continued love and support.....

i have painted a picture using the one above... i will put in my album and gallery...

there is HOPE!

Blessings

jodyB






Tags: Pain Shame Lonliness Healing



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07/28/2008 12:19:03

Hey ANGEL!  i have a history of having affairs and going to men, especially, when something is wrong, when i am hurting... when i need encouragement, when i am scared...  i have Borderline Personality Disorder and have very severe bouts of Depression sometimes.  I have learned to use sex as my drug of choice (i will send you some poems about it).  because i guess that is what i learned to do very early on.... i will send you an email...

i kno that i need you guys..... you are my guards... i have no one else\
 3D Prom Queen 

thank you for being here!

God Bless
jody









07/28/2008 07:52:18

Love the picture- glad you are reaching out- tell me (when you have a moment) what is causing 'pain'- what has brought this up ? Blessings, Nia





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