Well at least I know I still have a Higher Power. I pray about release from my tedious job and lo and behold there is a recruitment campaign for the next grade up. I really didnt want to leave, just do something more exciting. I do still have to land this job though, I suppose that is up to me. I made a good job of the application form, hope I get an interview.
Thats the thing with me, it is mostly my addiction which messed up my education and which means that I am underqualified for the job which would suit my level of intelligence. So I end up in boring repetitive jobs which don't tax my brain and my addictive thinking goes wild. I hope this will be a chance to break free of that cycle.
Maybe it is a side effect of step 8 but I want to start putting my life right. To do something about it instead of running into fantasy and sexual conquest to run away from the bits I don't like. I have wondered if it is a bit too late. I should have done this twenty years ago. By the time I get it sorted there will be no time left to enjoy it.
I know 'Change the things I can, accept the things I can't' 'One day at a time' 'Progress not Perfection.' and oodles of Gratitude. Amen Cara.
