I only thought detox dreams happened to drug/alcohol addicts, but I had one last night. Actually, I've been having a few here & there but nothing quite like this. It felt so real. I could feel the urge acting upon me so strong. I keep telling myself, "I don't need this. I don't need this," but the urge was overwhelming me. I don't know what I was doing nor could I make out what was going on all around me. All I know was that I was going to act out once again. However I could. It felt so real that I woke up like s**t thinking that I had acted out. But nope, it was all a dream. A crazy, terrible, dream to make you insane. Idk if I said this already, but I've been attending meetings again & they're going great. I'm a lot more mature about this this time in order to recovery fully. I'm doing ANYTHING in order to be healthy again. Peace.
Chanel xoxo
Tags: Reflective
