i've been messing around on the site on and off tonight . there's been something i wanted to get out, but really trying not to think about it. i was answering one of the topics in one of my groups. it was about those that didn't make it. sounds so impersonable how about those we love passing away. a young woman who was once a sponcee of my wifes committed suicide yesterday. she had just gotten her kids back a few weeks ago and she sounded real cheery and happy when i talked to her on wednsday. but i guess that was all a smoke screen. i kinda noticed she had been stepping away from recovery, and had a few slips. wow i had just seen her 2 weeks ago with her kids and she was so happy it seemed. man, how can someone so full of life and willingness just over 6 months ago. this desiese never ceases to show me exactly how cunning, baffeling and powerful it is. RIP baby girl rest with God now. know that there is alot of people here that love you.
sorry for such a blog but it had been eating at my brain all night.
love you guys
billy
