practicing doing the right thing for my life today requires at times for me to not do what "I want" to do. i am finding myself wanting to distract myself at times but i know deep down that ultimately that does not serve it's purpose in my life anymore. to sit with the uncomfortableness and just feel the feelings that i am experiencing. yes, although uncomfortable there is a sense of peace inside. i sense that i am moving closer to the place where i am more in tune with Creator's will.
living alone, no cable, no pets, no children, no mate is at times lonely. i long for people to share my life with, yet it is in the stillness that i find i can be content, all that is in me today. i am okay just as i am right now sitting here as i type these words, knowing that when i do take the next right action, i get filled with all i need anyway.
