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I relaped after months ...
Posted On 04/01/2008 17:48:29 by Dragonfly1986

Today for the first time in months I pulled out a sharp object and watched the blood roll down my pale skin. I am so ashamed but at the same time relieved. It wasnt bad, it never is ... just enough for a few drops of blood.
God, I ruin everything .... please give the strength to move on.

Tags: Cutting Self-harm Blood Depression



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From: Maggie5656
04/08/2008 00:14:14

You'll be okay. Keep your head up. We all need help, that's why we're here.



From: sunflower
04/01/2008 21:35:23

It doesn't mean it's ruined.  You have come far and all you have to do is get back to it.  You can do it and God will help you.  Try to think of what led up to the relapse.  Relapses aren't random.  Something triggers them.  Today is a new day. 

This is a link for information about relapses.  It has some interesting commentary.

http://www.videojug.com/interview/behavioral-addiction-relapse

No shame! No blame, for yourself!  You are still a good person! 




From: Phobic
04/01/2008 20:41:24

We all fall down some times.  Don't let one moment be the life defining moment.  You are cared for by many.

From: DennisS
04/01/2008 19:12:16

     I too am sorry. Pick yourself up, dust off a bit and keep on trucking. Look at the possible causes and try to avoid them in the future. He can give you the strength, just ask...

From: godluvsall
04/01/2008 18:37:30

I'm sorry this has happened. Start over, try again.  I'm praying for you!

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