well, today is a new day.  hope you're sober!  did you call an aa buddy?  go to a meeting?  hope you used the tools available to stay on the road to recovery.  of course, you got to want it to keep it.

recovery rocks!

I learned that just because I'm sober doesn't mean everything is going
to change. People, places and things - sugar - we've heard it hundreds
of times! It may hurt to stay away from the people we used to love
partying with - but it will make you the better person you are today.

Get to a meeting - I used to go to three if I could- get a temporary sponsor. and if need be ask the chair person at your meeting "who might be good ?" run don't walk to that person and let them know you need a temporary sponsor, right up front.The program works if you work it. best wishes, Nia

Yep, the most important things in recovery are going to meetings and then making new friends that don't drink. You can do this.  We have all been here and it's possible. YES, days are hard, but they will get better.

You are doing the rignt thing. These are the times that the support group and a sponsor is really needed. Read the BB or something else to occupy your thoughts. Don't give up, be true to your convictions...
Dennis