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Boring late nights
Posted On 03/10/2008 03:22:53 by Stevie

Normally I would be on my 4th beer while I finish this paper work right now. And thats all I can think about. The boring paper work is not going away, this night is so long, and I just want to sleep and be rested for work tomorrow. I hate being alone at night while I am wide awake. It drives me so crazy. Those cravings just seem to get under my skin and itch me the right way. Normally when I do paper work this late I just get it done and go to bed. But tonight I am waiting for some things to download so I can add them to my report. Which means I get a 45 minute break and a lot of free time right now. So I am a little uneasy and worried. I have thoughts running through my head but I am shooing them away as fast as I can. I just need to keep my mind busy but thats very hard to do when you are alone.



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From: DennisS
03/10/2008 18:14:44

Thats when reading recovery oriented stories comes in. I was alone, tired, thinking beer - but couldn't sleep.  AA stories help - what others went through and made it. Try http://www.barefootsworld.net/ for some interesting stuff. http://www.aabibliography.com/ has years of reading on it's pages and links Of course aa.org is another.
Keep it up...
Dennis



From: biscuitous
03/10/2008 15:39:20

Acknowledging and even writing about it is good.  Temptation often just sneaks up on us.  It can't sneak up if you're looking right at it!!!



From: Godluvsall
03/10/2008 07:10:53

I understand the sleeping, lonely thing. Just keep busy, pray, and read in between your work.  Plus, this site is awesome to keep us in touch with others that feel the same.   Hugs.





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