Normally I would be on my 4th beer while I finish this paper work right now. And thats all I can think about. The boring paper work is not going away, this night is so long, and I just want to sleep and be rested for work tomorrow. I hate being alone at night while I am wide awake. It drives me so crazy. Those cravings just seem to get under my skin and itch me the right way. Normally when I do paper work this late I just get it done and go to bed. But tonight I am waiting for some things to download so I can add them to my report. Which means I get a 45 minute break and a lot of free time right now. So I am a little uneasy and worried. I have thoughts running through my head but I am shooing them away as fast as I can. I just need to keep my mind busy but thats very hard to do when you are alone.